Carry Ur Cross-Shared by Alexandria Kucha

Whatever your cross,
whatever your pain,
there will always be sunshine,
after the rain....
Perhaps you may stumble,
perhaps even fall;
But God's always ready,
to answer your call....
He knows every heartache,
sees every tear,
a word from His lips,
can calm every fear...
Your sorrows may linger,
throughout the night,
But suddenly vanish,
dawn's early light...
The Savior is waiting,
somewhere above,
to give you His grace,
and send you His love...

Making my own burger

woke up at 7.30am today.. took my bath & den..my tummy starts to make funny noises.. then, i remembered mummy juz bought some "ingredients". so..i made my own burger..

1. Prepare all the "ingredients"..
Including Fresh milk for breakfast.. ;)


2. Let to defrost..
I used the microwave oven.
- Loving beef burger-


3. Spread some margarine on the buns before
I "fried" them..


4. Add some vege to my burgers..balance diet..
lolx.. of coz need to wash them clean 1st..


5. Mission accomplish!
My very own beef burger..

Never Regret Confessions

Boy:baby we need to
talk

Girl: kyle, wat do u
mean?

Boy: sumthin has come
up...

Girl: wat? Wuts
wrong? Is it bad?

Boy: i dont want to
hurt u baby

Girl: *thinks* omg i
hope he doesnt break up with me... I
love him so much

Boy: baby are you
there??

Girl: yea im here wut
is so important??

Boy: im not sure if i
should say

Girl: well u already
brought it up, so please just tell me.

Boy: im leaving....

Girl: baby wut are u
talking about?? I dont want u to leave
me, i love you

Boy: not like that, i
mean im moving far away

Girl: why? All of ur
famliy lives over here.

Boy: well my father
is sending me away to a boarding skool
far away.

Girl: i cant believe
this.

[FATHER: (picks up
the other phone, interrupts & yells
furiously) ERiKA, wat did i tell you
about talking to boys?!!!!!....Get off
the damn phone!! (And hangs up)]

Boy: wow ur father
sounds really mad

Girl: u know how he
gets, but anywayz i dont want you to go

Boy: would you run
away with me?

Girl: baby, u know i
would, i would do anything for u, but i
cant... U dont know wut would happen if
i did. My dad would kill me !!

Boy: *sad* its ok i
understand i guess..

Girl: *thinking* i
cant believe wuts going on

Boy: i need to give u
sumthing 2nite b/c i am leaving on
flight 1-80 in tha morning, so i need
to see you now.

Girl: ok i will sneak
out & meet u at tha park

Boy: ok ill meet u
there in 20min

[They meet at a
nearby park, they both hug eachother.
And he gives her a note.]

Boy: here u go, this
is for you i gotta go.

Girl: *tear* (begins
to cry)

Boy: baby dont cry, u
know i love you...but i have 2 go

Girl: ok (begins to
walk away)

[They both go back
home. And erika begins to read tha
letter he gave her]

It says.....

Erika,

U probably already
know that im leaving, i knew this would
be better if i wrote a letter
explaining tha truth about how much i
care about you. The truth is, is that i
never loved you, i hated you so much, u
are my bitch and dont u ever forget
that. I never cared about you, and
never wanted to talk to you, and be
around u. U really have no clue how
much i hate you. Now that im leaving i
thought u should know that i hate you
bitch, u never did tha right thing, and
u were never there. I didnt think i
could hate someone as much as i hate
you. And i never want to see you, for
the rest of my life, i will never miss
kissing you like before, i never want
to cuddle up, how we used to. I will
not miss you and thats a promise. U
never had my love, and i want you to
remember that. Bitch u keep this letter
bcuz this may be tha last thing u have
from me. I hate you so much. i will not
talk to you soon bitch.... Goodbye
- Kyle

[ erika begins to
cry, she throws tha paper in tha
garbage & crys for hours ]

....A day passes, she
is sad, depressed and she feels so
lonely.... Then she gets a fone
call....

Friend: how are u
feeling?

Girl: i just cant
believe this happend i thought he loved
me.

Friend: o, about
that. Kyle left me a msg. A few days
ago. He told me to tell u to look in ur
jacket pocket or something...

Girl: ummm ok

[She finds a piece of
paper in tha jacket, It says...]

Baby i hope u find
this before u read my letter. I knew ur
dad might read it, so i switched a few
words...

Hate = Love

Never = Alwayz

Bitch = Baby

Will not= will

........ I hope u
didnt take that seriously because i
love you with all my heart, and it was
so hard to let you go thats y i wanted
u to run away with me...

-Kyle


Girl: omg its a
letter, Kyle does love me!!, he must of
slipped it into my pocket when he
hugged me. I cant believe how stupid I
am!!

Friend: lol ok but i
g2g... Call me later

Girl: *happy*ok bye,
i'll be at home waiting for my baby to
call me !!

...... Erika turns
tha T.V. on......

[Breaking news] 'An
airplane has crashed. Over 47 young
boys died, we are still searching for
Survivors...This is a tragedy we will
never forget, this plane was flight 1-
80...it was on its way to an all boys
boarding school...' Reporter says.

[ she turns off the
tv....3 days later, she kills herself,
because of tha fact that Kyle was dead
& she had nothing to Live for... ]

....A day after that
the phone rings. Nobody answers. It was
Kyle, he called to leave a msg. 'Its
Kyle, i guess ur not home so, I called
to let u know that im alive, i missed
my flight b/c i had 2 see u one last
time. So i hope ur not worried. I am
staying for good. Sorry if u got
scared, i promise to make it up to you
everything will be a be ok i love you
so much...call me asap bye!


**Please do what you want to do before its too late to say I Love You to the person u really liked!!**
Apriciates Time!! For what is gone it wont come back again!! Do what you want to do tell what you want to tell before its too late!!

Took the article above from Smallgurl's blog..
after i read this..i never regret my confession..

well, i only did confession once..
coz u noe..it's kinda weird for gurls to start things up..

At 1st, i regretted. i thought how stupid i am to do such thing..
(i gt rejected..lolx..luckily i din take it seriously)
but after i read diz..
i'm glad i confessed and now i'm not in any more dilemma like before.
and i'm happy for myself for being a brave gurl..

but..that maybe my 1st and my laz confession..
*still feels weird when gurl confess

$ = Bro

See his cash?? Around RM1000!!





Lolz..he lied. At 1st I thought where he got all those cash..
Den I saw "Maybank Scholarships" & "specimen"..
Lame..

My Sins!!

Your Sins are Revealed, Your Fate is Sealed

Your sin has been measured. You have committed many sins, but Greed is the mortal sin that has done you in. Just below, discover your full sinful breakdown and learn what it is about you that codemns you to hell.

Greed:	High
Gluttony:	Medium
Wrath:	Medium
Sloth:	Medium
Envy:	Medium
Lust:	Medium
Pride:	Medium

I'm Accepted To Matrix!!

Guess my phone ringtone really did helped me and brought me luck..
It sounded like this..

"Bring me good news..on my telephone..make me happy..oh baby..bring me good news on my telephone.."

since then, i kept receiving good new..
1st, i'm accepted by tunku abdul rahamn college (TARC) for a level science.
2nd, i'm accepted to join the petronas educamp for shortlisted candidates for petronas scholarship.
n now, i'm accepted to enter 1 year science matriculation at labuan..

well..since JPA and Petronas scholarships' result will only be announced in may..
i will have to sacrifice again..
go to matriculation 1st because we have to register before 12th may..by that time, i'm not sure whether the JPA and petronas results had been announced.

so..another sacrifice..
i had already sacrifice TARC to enter matriculation..
all my flight tickets..my registeration fees are burned...
sobsob.. :'(
but sure dat's uncomparable to how much i can save if i choose matrix than a level in a private college..

thus, my conclusion..
i'll be goin for matriculation in labuan..
most probably 10th may flight..

Exp to my frenz : good luck in the future..and, remember to make wise decision..because it's concerning your future..
-m@y lin-

F**k oFF!

Oh gosh, i hate this guy so damn much..
he kept sending me msgs n calling me non-stop..
cant he understands dat im taken, busy and my phone ran out of credit????
damn it!

1st sms : hi,how r u? finish working? can chat with me? im not in a good mood now..
comment : wat the f**k, u're not in a good mood, so?? im BUSY!!

2nd sms : y u din reply my msg????? r u busy? i'll wait for u..
comment : yup, im so damn busy n i ran out of credit..

3rd sms : a few days ago my phone expired, dat's y i din find u.. pls dun be angry..
comment : who's angry? i dun even remember u told me ur phone expired.

4th sms : r u sleeping or r u busy??? i dun noe.. y u owez din reply me.. im very worried u noe..:( i think u're busy.. goodnite..)
comment : now u're rite..im busy, good nite!

even more annoying, he miss calls me everytime after he send me a sms..

u said u only wan to be my fren..i noe u liked me before, but i had made things very clear between us. i dun wan nothing more den being ur fren, so PLEASE..stop all this!
u're over reacting!

most annoying sms : R u asleep? i guess u're already sleeping.. r u busy lately??? i missed the time wen we juz met.. i noe it's different now, so sad.. im not into relationship anymore so u dun hav to worry.. maybe u're rel busy..rite?? i believe in u and i respect u.. this is wat i hide in my heart, feeling more relief now.. pls dun be angry wen i say all diz, coz im afraid of losing u.. maybe i dun like the feeling of loosing someone..so when i loose someone, i will be very sad n moody..m i very stupid?? diz is the 1st time im saying diz, i never even tell my family. maybe im lame..afraid wen ppl hate me n others..plz dun be angry anymore..sorry..good nite.. :-/

most annoying comment : u seemed so sissy..complaining so much.. n who is angry with u? im not..so why should u be sorry??? feeling guilty?? u're a guy! stand up man! y u're afraid of ppl who hate u??

Petronas Educamp 2008..i'm coming!

besides JPA, i had applied for petronas scholarship to study diploma in petroleum engineering.. and unexpectedly, juz like JPA, i'm called to attend the one day one nite educamp.. since im living in kuching, my "station" would be at The Regency Rajah Court Hotel.

according to the schedule i had printed from the website, those short listed must reach the hotel before 8am on 15 april for registration. The educamp will complete on 16 april around 6pm.. a fren of mine, who was also short listed gt some infos from our seniors who went to the camp. he told me that the educamp consists of interview, presentation and such..

gosh..i'm getting nervous..another interview??? yet, we have to wear formal clothings for registration. and worst, since it is one day and one nit, we hav to bring "pakaian santai" and "pakaian sukan"..as for sleeping, we need to bring our own bedsheets, blanket and pillow case.. -.-"

well, since i want to get the scholarship badly (they give allowance every month!! $.$)..i going to the camp..so educamp, wait for me yer!

juz for the educamp, i have to take leave for 2 days..which means..a day 7 hours and RM 3 per hour.. haiz..lost RM42.. sobsob.. :'( luckily there's a girl who asked for vacancy yesterday..hopefully she can start working soon, so there will be enough workers..especially when the sale juz started today.. we're waiting for "the crowds"..
hehe..

Educamp, here i come!!

My JPA interview..

Juz when for my jpa interview this morning.. i woke up at 5.45am juz to get myself ready as soon as possible. after taking my breakfast (juz took oats), we (me & my mum) started our "journey" around 6.50am. 1st we picked up my neighbour's son, arthur, who is studying at my mum's scol. then, my mum drove all the way to the state library.. since my mum is not familiar with the routes, we almost got lost.. yiekx!! :p whenwe reached there, it was already 7.30am.. i saw many familiar faces..same are my ex school mates and some are my ex tuition mates..

everyone waited for the interview anxiously. even though we were called for the interview at 8am, the actual thing started around 8.30am. we were divided in groups for the interview..around 4-6 in a group.. suddenly, i heard my name being called..juzt den, i knew that there's a girl who has the same name with me. we had the same surname even, juz that she had an additional "G" at the end.. lolx.. and the extra "G" on another girl's name actually troubled me, i had to walk up and down following the officer juz to make sure dat all my details are correct. worst, the girl who had the same name with me did not attend the interview and that's the reason why i was questioned..

i was in the 2nd group..with my classmates ilmy.. after being divided into groups, we entered a room for kinda briefing and to hand in our photostated copies of all our required documents..
wow, i was damn nervous.. when we entered the panel room, we were asked to introduce ourselves one by one.. than, we were divided into 2 groups, 3 persons in each side.. the "pencadang" and the "pembangkang", just like in a debate.. we were then given a topic to debate on. we were given 3 minutes to jot down all the points that we can think of at that exact time.. after around 10 mins of bla bla bla...dat's it! everything ended juz in that less than 30mins..

for now, i'm juz praying for the best.. hopefully i made the rite choice..and hopefully God bless me and guides me for any choice i made..