Adios Langkawi~

Just got back from Langkawi Geopark at 2am this morning...
Been to mamak before stepping back in UTP...
Unpack my stuffs and washed my clothes when I came back...
Managed to get into bed around 5am...
But then woke up around 3pm ~ freaking tired...
Just a slight update about the trip...
Took almost 250 pictures,
but I'll only show few pics per location due to personal reason...
Sorry the pictures quality is not so good...
I am really bad at adjusting the settings...
Like he said, I didn't read the manual at all... XD
Weather at Langkawi during our stay was not bad...
Except that it rains every morning then gets super hot in the afternoon...
But we managed to follow our planned schedule...

1st night, view at Cenang beach.. The beach was right behind our accommodation.

Taken right after the sun sets...

At Jetty point~

An unclear view of Jetty Point, at Kuah Town..

Nice lake view~

I love colours!!

He said this is the bridge of love.. XP
It's actually a bridge connecting Jetty Point & Eagle Bay..

Eagle Bay~
Went there at night so not so clear..

Welcome to Langkawi~

Just enjoying the colourful lights...

*****

2nd day at Wildlife Park~
Feeding the parrots..

Obviously I was shocked..
The claws kinda sharp...

Feeding the swans...
2 of them actually made a heart shape but was not in time to capture it..

Lil duckings...

Beware of the crocs!!

A very scary looking parrot~

Feeding the birds in an open cage...
Felt ticklish...

A peacock proudly showing off its feathers...

I was obviously standing far away cause I was scared..
The ostrich got long and flexible neck..

I tried to feed it but it kept running away from me...

So many rabbits asking food from me!!

Charming white peacock~

This Hornbill kinda reminds me of Sarawak...

*****

Next stop is Underwater world Langkawi~

I guess my head is too small...

Freezing cold~

Nice water painting! Love it~

Eels..

Leaves-looking seahorse...

*****

3rd stop, cable car...

View from the cable car...

View of the 1st stop~

View at the 2nd stop-700m above sea level...
Was foggy and can see nothing cause the weather was kinda bad...

******

Before going back, we managed to stop at Langkawi fair~
Walk around one of the largest shopping mall in Langkawi...

*****

At the end of the trip...
Say bye-bye to Langkawi...

In the train, we were bored so cam whored a lil.. XP

Langkawi here I come!

Going to Langkawi Island today...
Going using KTMB all the way to Alor Star...
Almost 9 hours journey...
*gonna be frozen in the train*
Then ferry from Kuala Kedah to Langkawi...
Another hour till we can actually reach our destination...
*so gonna be bloody tired*
Will update when I come back...
Lord, help me...
Don't let me be sick again...

"Honeymoon people..?"

Watch me sway~

this week will be the end of school holiday
but the beginning for all utpians.
will be updating soon...
busy watching korean drama.
had been on drama marathon for my girl,
full house and next, coffee prince.
dc++ is spoiling me...
roomy and all my other friends went to KL already.
Gonna miss them loads.
take care my friends,
don't forget to get me something. XD
went to the dentist today but too many patients...
only managed to make an appointment on monday.
Arghhh!! need to go ipoh again. *lazy*
"watch me sway~during the holidays..."

Love Story ^^

If this is a love story,
I thank God for being the writer.

Never thought that life can be so different,
since they day you stole my heart.

"All the love that history knows,
is said to be in every rose.
Yet all that could be found in two,
is less than what I feel for you."

Study, The Island & Me

Had the feeling I'm having insomnia... *yikess!*
For the past few days I had been sleeping after 4am..
2 days ago was around 6am, yesterday was 1am...
Not that I did that on purpose (like studying, playing games or surfing the net)...
I got to bed early, around 1am or earlier but just can't get myself to sleep..
I'll be rolling around on the bed and starring at the ceiling...
That's when I got fed up I tried to study but to no veil...
Amazingly, I can still wake up early in the morning...
Lectures had been starting at 8am...
I can wake up at 7am, or today I woke up at 6.3oam...
Surprisingly not as sleepy as when I had enough sleep...
With only 3 hours or so of sleep,
my condition is not much difference with 7-8 hours of sleep..
But of course, I knew I need more rest...
These tests, quizes, lab reports, catching up on lectures are screwing me to death!!
All the thoughts on my mind are getting me almost insane and I guess,
I just guess that's where I got this sorta insomnia...
Every night I lay on my bed feeling tired and tell myself : "I need to sleep!!"
But I just can't cause the stupid brain can't seemed to take a rest...
Prior to that ~ all the hustle bustle and sh*ts...
(my water heater broke down, I'm sick most of the time,
and my lab reports marks like sh*t - thanks to the racist-sorta lab demo)
Like my roomy said : "Sh*ts happen!"
I'm going for a break at Langkawi Island this mid semester break...
Had "invites" to KL but I need somewhere far from the freaking city,
I need the beach, the moon and the stars..
I'll just waste my money staying at the hotel, sleeping all day...
And my nights strolling at the beach, watching sun sets and listening to the waves....
I don't care I'm outdated or anything, just need, I mean MUST get out of all of these...
Shoppings in KL are whatever...
So there go my plan for mid semester break..
Not KL, not Pangkor Island, not Genting but Langkawi Island...
And for the first time I'm going to ride a train for a long distance journey...
*Sounds adventurous to me*
That's all for now...
Blogging 4 hours before my Engineering Maths test...
I'm so dead, the lecturer said it's tough... Screw it..
I don't know what happens if I don't score, had been studying hard...
If you know what I mean...
Well, just wish me luck and pray for me peps!!
Tata....

He Made Love To a Python

I post this after reading my bro's posts...
He's a great influence of bullshits...

Besides, I wanna see whether it really works...
So much of his bullshits..

*P/s : Click on my ads please...

FYI, he said he made love to the papaya tree...
The last time I saw the papaya tree at home,
it seemed like it's going to be dead anytime...
I'm not sure whether my parents chopped it off...
If not, "hang on" there papaya!!

If I Ever Remember ~

If anything that can keep me longer, that would be you...
The only thing I'm scared of is not to be beside you...

I watched "A Walk to Remember" for the fourth time,
and cried for the fourth time.
Not sure whether it was the movie, or it was me...
I know I can't be stingy.
I can't take his time despite I can't live any longer.
I can't let him waste his time on me.
I thought whether I should had gave us the chance...
I choose to stay with him.
Still, wondering whether I made the right choice.
When we started, I felt worst.
I knew I should had left, like what she did at first.
I should had told him not to fall in love with me.
But just like in the movie, it is something we have no control on.
Now at times, I regret and tried to avoid him.
I thought whether it is right for him to suffer with me.
If I tell him I can't live long enough, will he understand?
Will he still loves me if I'm sick, like how he did?
Sometimes I felt like letting go,
but watching the movie for the third time,
perhaps it is not possible to run away from true love.
Even death will not set us apart...
Should I tell him...
Or should I just go away and stop destroying his perfect life...?
Either way, will he still loves me and want me back...?

At times, I just needed extra attention.
Knowing that I may lost him anytime of my life.
That I won't be able to spend much more time with him.
At the same time, I knew I can't be stingy.
I can't expect him to be beside me all the time.
I had been troubling him a lot...
Hide my true self from him, made use of the yes-no rule...
I knew I'm wrong, I knew he found out at times.
Perhaps annoyed or confused.
But it seemed like the only way for me to hide everything...
I need to be strong for him, hold my tears and secure my heart.
Deep in my heart, I knew I wanted him there with me.
But I'll always walk away like I'm fine,
then turned back to look at him slowly walking away from me.
I swear I was afraid to fall in love, I don't want to.
But I was scared because I love him too...
All these things are freaking me out.
During these moments, I would watch the movie over and over again...
Hoping I won't end up like her,
hoping I don't make him waste his time being with me,
hoping he don't love me too much...
But if he does, just like him, I am sorry...
God wants all His children to be happy,
and he made me smile every time I'm with him.
If it's fate..Lord, please guide us......

Cast

she/her : Jamie Sullivan
(actress ~ Mandy Moore)

he/him : Landon Carter
(actor ~ Shane West)



He is the guy who first told me love is patient and kind...
(in my post "love is patient & kind")
That was also the moment I was scared to fall in love...
Here, I would like to share the verse from Corinthians 13:4 again...

“Love is patient; love is kind
and envies no one.
Love is never boastful, nor conceited, nor rude;
never selfish, not quick to take offense.
There is nothing love cannot face;
there is no limit to its faith,
its hope, and endurance.
In a word, there are three things
that last forever: faith, hope, and love;
but the greatest of them all is love.”

*I have a wish to marry him at the church we first met...
*If only I have enough time...

When I called it a day, but more to come...

• Before

3am-8.15am : Slept
*Something is wrong with my biological clock again*

8.15am-9am : Woke up & prepared for class
*sore throat got better, thanks Sook Harn for the medicine & Clare for the soup...Thanks dears!*

9am-10am : Physics lecture
*Dr.John taught us about using Right Hand Rule -2,
or better known as Right Hand Grip Rule*

10am-11am : An hour break
*went for some lecture notes printing at CAL Lab for the whole hour*

11am-12pm : ICIS lecture
*Did and discussed some past years test
questions to prepare for the coming Test 1*

12pm-1pm : Engineering Maths lecture
*Given more examples on rate. Discussed
past years questions given few days ago*

1pm-2pm : An hour break
*Took lunch at USM cafe*

2pm-4pm : ICIS Multimedia lab replacment
*Learned Excel 2, got ours some assignments...sigh~*

4pm-5pm : An hour break
*Went back to USM, took some rest and tea*

5pm-8pm : Chemistry tutorial replacement
*Discussed about tutorial 3, took an additional 1 hour
and nobody bothered to tell the tutor, wtf*

8pm-8.15pm : Reached my room at last
*Didn't managed to bath, changed straight and
went for dinner and modern dance meeting*

8.15pm-8.40pm : Dinner
*Took dinner at USM cafe with him*

8.40pm-10.15pm : Modern Dance / Breakdance Club meeting
*Practiced old moves since most crew are still not ok
with most moves, especially me..sigh!*

10.15pm-11.20pm : Stroll in UTP for fresh air after a super hectic day
*Sorry to CSS that I'm not able to attend today's prayer meet,
you can see how hectic I was*

11.20pm-12.30am : Went to V5 mamak
*Took some 2 roti canai, was starving*

12.30am-2.00am : Reached my room
*After all those, 1st time I set my butt on my bed since
I left for lectures early in the morning*

2.00am -2.30am : Bathe
*Seriously bathe at that hour, felt so fresh...
not cold at all, maybe cause I was sweaty*

2.30am-3.30am : Watched videos
*As usual, I was checking on some dance moves by
Wonder Girls & SNSD-sudden interest*

3.30am-4.50am : Tried some moves
*Of course after watching I tried, but not much success-
I was too tired to my legs or arms*

4.50am : Blogging
*Here I am now blogging about what happened in the past 24 hours*


^^[time shown are not exact, just approximation]^^

• Soon

~Will be having sleepover at Sook Harn's room cause my room is too warm.

~Going down to Ipoh whole day, practically from 11am to 10pm
(shop & attend mass).

~Seriously need to catch up on my studies especially Physics and ICIS
(tests coming).

~Learn "Tell Me" dance by Wonder Girls, then, "Nobody".

~If I'm free, will learn "Irony" by Wonder Girls and "Gee" by SNSD.

~Mid term coming in 2 weeks time (KL, Genting, Pangkor, Penang, Langkawi....???)

Priceless!

When I was tired, you carried me...
Despite you were tired too...

When I needed you, you lend me your hand...
Despite you were busy...

You never failed to put a smile on my face...
Despite you were feeling moody yourself....

You never failed to care about me when I was sick...
Despite you were feeling unwell yourself....

You never failed to guide me in my studies...
Despite you said you were not so great yourself...

You never failed to persuade me to go for prayer meet...
Despite you yourself were lazy most of the time...

You never failed to make me thank you for everything...
Despite you are getting tired of me thanking you...

I still want to thank you...
Even right now...

The smiles and laughters potion you put on me...
Were never worth anything ~ priceless...

What's with some guys??

I thought that the saying : "Guys only look at the short term of a situation" is not so much of a truth. But seemed that research had been done so detailed that time after time I can always prove how true it is. This is mostly applicable only to non-intimate-related duo (only friends or unmarried couples)

Conversation 1

Guy 1 said~
I will love you forever and ever!

Her thoughts~
(how true can that be? Is his "forever" means few days? few months? years??)

Conversation 2

Guy 2 said~
Let's discuss about this other days. It's still long/far.

Her thoughts~
(you think I live forever is it? how if I die an hour later? you want to discuss with a ghost in the next few days?)

Conversation 3

Guy 3 said~
Wahh...still long, why are you planning all these now?

Her thoughts~
(ever heard about sold out tickets? or traffic jam? or improper planning?)

Conversation 4

Guy 4 said~
You girls are all the same!

Her thoughts~
(wtf! just because thousands of girls dumped you doesn't mean the other millions will even date you!)

Conversation 5

Guy 5 said~
You should not date him! He's not the right guy! You barely know him...

Her thoughts~
(so you mean I should date you?? *nothing-coming...nothing-coming...*)

Conversation 6

Guy 6 said~
Can we have sex? I promise I'll be responsible and take care of you...

Her thoughts~
(if I get pregnant, you ask me abort? what makes you think I'll agree even the slightest? are you sure you're not a Casanova, which you think you can make me a b*tch??)


*There are actually more conversations that show the silly-ness of SOME guys... I said SOME, not all.

*But I guess 6 are enough to show what girls think when guys say something which sounds totally wrong.

One after Another

1st test of the sem was just over few hours ago..
Screw the freaking chem test, stayed up till 4am for nothing...
Caught flu some more...
And ngantok nak mampus at tutorial today..
Chem tutorial did helped though...
1 of the question was exactly the same with one of our quiz question during tutorial...
But only 1 ler, that if I didn't make any calculations mistakes la...
Got no time to check on it cause it was busy doing another ques which I was stuck on...
Did lots of assumptions (macamlah my assumptions are correct)...
And the lecture hall at Pocket D tak sesuai langsung for test, or even lecture...
So gelap la...I saw my own shadow on my test paper... Hate it!
I tekan2 calculator also had to double check whether the values were correct...
Can't see clearly under the superb dim light...
After test, super relief...
Though knowing I did some silly mistakes (of my very own assumptions)...
When to jog right after the test..
Went back to change and straight went to Village 6 to jog...
He finished 1 whole lap, did more than 10 sit ups...
Me ~ not up to 1/2 lap I guess, 2 or 3 sit ups...
Was hungry marh...
Not enough food supply to provide me enough energy...
Went back straight after the jog..
Roomy was moody, bout the test I guess...
She studied real hard, slept later than me ~ 5am maybe??
Don't worry, we all love you...
And like I said earlier, screw the chem test...
I prayed for you, I'm sure it won't be so bad...
Now need to concentrate on the comings...
That was just the 1st challenge...
Now I need to do tutorials, labs stuffs and revisions...
Engineering Maths test next week, ni teruk lagi nih...
Sem lepas nyawa2 ikan jer...
Gambate peoples!!
To people who are smart (such as piggy butt....),
please la amalkan amalan tolong-menolong yer...
Hehe...muackss!

*the end of the most rojak post ever*
*tired of almost-perfect English (perasan nih..), more rojaks coming...*

If Tomorrow Never Comes

If tomorrow never comes,
she will still love him.

Life had been up and down since she fell sick.
She was moody and emotional,
sensitive and inconsiderate.
She felt helpless.
All she knew is for him to be beside her.
And he did, every moment when she needed him.
Yet, she did not treat him great.
She ignored him and used the yes-no law she created.
He was awfully confused, upset and annoyed.
But he was wonderful as usual, despite all,
he will not give up on her.
His patience was worth everything...

One day, she was not feeling well,
but she managed to gave him a smile after being moody for days...
and he said : "I miss your smile." X)

He held her hand and accompanied her through the rain.
All the way, she held his hand tight,
not wanting to let go.
She stared at him wondering whether he is the one.
She did not bothered what was ahead,
knowing he will always protect her.
He smiled back at her and made her day.

He cured her sore throat, her flu and her fever.
His smiles, jokes and laughters did.
He said no one can hold her hands except him.
She knew he was joking,
she smiled at herself reading his text message.
Every night before bed, she will look at the smiley beside his name.
To her, he is always the cheerful and loving guy,
who can always make her day.

Now he is not feeling well, she prays he will get well soon.
She promises to take care of him, just like how he did to her.

She asked : "How if I only have 3 months left?"
He said : "Then I will make them the best 3 months for you..."

If tomorrow never comes,
she'll stay beside him till the very end.

To a special one,
Thank you....
Take care and get well soon...
God bless you...

*5 fingers* X))

Just a lil of....

...updates.... sorry for lack of updates this few weeks. i had been busy and not feeling well. had sore throat, flu and feeling feverish for the past few days. works are stacking up - assignments, tutorials, lab reports, quizes and tests are coming non stop. now with an addition of english drama presentation and literature analysis, it can't get any worst when i am not feeling well. still, i managed to attend meetings after meetings last friday and saturday and attended church today. praise God. our first test will be chemistry test on this coming wednesday, then following up are the other subjects within this 3 weeks before mid semester break. my parents had been asking what am i going to do during mid semester break. i got no idea but for sure i will not be going back to kuching. separate gangs of friends having plans to go different places and those are what confuses me - i don't know where exactly to go and who to follow. here are the plans, group 1-KL, group 2-pangkor, group 3-genting and group 4-CSS exposure camp. i seriously need to decide early because group 1 will be buying train tickets this thursday. i need some help, i am not a good choice maker - the horoscope thingy is so true! going blur... need to study for coming chemistry test, icis quiz and complete my tutorials. tata...