Below are text conversations between my brother, Jimmy and 3 anonymous numbers.
Warning : this post contains some racist materials and is not suitable for sensitive people. (exact words from the text messages)
Out of the blue moon...
0165765557 : Towk Taufik kawh?? _
Jim : No. Where you get this number?
0165765557: So, who is this? My fwenz give this 6ber to me.. who's this?
Jim : No, I'm not Taufik. I'm Jimmy.
0165765557 : I don't think so.. where you from?? Why this 6ber at you.. You Taufik or you lie me.. Explian to me where you from?? And how old are you??
*don't believe then no need la. ask so much what for??*
Jim : Sorry, this year exam. Cannot chat.
0165765557 : Can you be my fwenz.. If you old down 17.. I dont have a lot fwenz,and I want you to be my chat fwenz.. You agree..
Jim : Sorry, really cannot chat.
A few hours later...
0165765557 : Please jimmy!! I need your help...
*help to?? kick your ass so that you can stop disturbing him during his exam??*
Jim : Sorry credit very low. Can't reply anymore.
The next day...
0109736068 : Hye??!!..
Jim : Sorry, last msg. Credit really really low.
0109736068 : Jim,,you must relord to reply mine or whatever or whereever you are..
*as if my brother is an animal or something wtf*
1 and a half months later...
0198550454 : Why are you so angry?? You still young or have wife/husband.. From where?? You christian or malay?
*you text people and don't even know the gender??!!*
0198550454 miss called Jim twice.
Jim (credit dry, use brother's number to reply)
Jim : You called me. Now i'm replying with my other number. Who r u? when did i get angry?
*yeah right...your "other" number. lol*
0198550454 : Sorry, just now wrong number. You jimmy right?? Can you be my friend? I am Aida. Where you from?
*suddenly, she said she's Aida and she knows she is texting Jimmy. wtf*
Jim : No time to chat. Sorry.
0198550454 : No, i dont want to chat with you.. I just want to be your friend.. Please.. i lonely.. where you live... give your number house.. I hope you want to give that..
*walao...lonely also can randomly hook up meh...*
The next day...
Jim : Aiyoh. Now i still exam. Busy ah, how make friend?
0198550454 : Yuupp.. Fine... You want me to go is'nt?? Okey.. sure.. I'm goin now.. We not to chat again.. Ok!! You want that is'nt? Mesti awak nie org cina kan?? Tak nak lah kwn dgn org bukan islam.. Buang masa je.. Kalau awak org islam kan senang nak kongsi cerita pasal islam.. Kalau nak,apa salahnya kan.. Can you read malaY? *this is a moron message. so racist. type finish then ask whether my bro can read malay. psycho*
Jim (topped up his credit) : Lol. Like that also got. Ok lah go good also. Btw, i'm not chinese, i'm dayak.
(no reply anymore. Jim had peace for the first time in 2 months)
How hilarious, racist and desperate people can be. Dial random numbers and force people to be your friend wtf These 3 numbers are believed to be of the same person, of unknown gender (though unbelievably appear as Aida at the end).
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These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered '1 ' ON PURPOSE!
1. Men are NOT mind readers.
1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down.. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down.
1.. Sunday sports It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be.
1. Crying is blackmail.
1. Ask for what you want.. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it!
1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question.
1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for.
1. Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argument. In fact, all comments become null and void after 7 Days.
1. If you think you're fat, you probably are. Don't ask us.
1. If something we said can be interpreted two ways and one of the ways makes you sad or angry, we meant the other one
1. You can either ask us to do something or tell us how you want it done. Not both. If you already know best how to do it, just do it yourself.
1. Whenever possible, Please say whatever you have to say during commercials.
1.. Christopher Columbus did NOT need directions and neither do we.
1. ALL men see in only 16 colours, like Windows default settings. Peach, for example, is a fruit, not A colour. Pumpkin is also a fruit. We have no idea what mauve is.
1. If it itches, it will be scratched... We do that.
1. If we ask what is wrong and you say 'nothing,' We will act like nothing's wrong. We know you are lying, but it is just not worth the hassle.
1. If you ask a question you don't want an answer to, Expect an answer you don't want to hear.
1. When we have to go somewhere, absolutely anything you wear is fine... Really.
1. Don't ask us what we're thinking about unless you are prepared to discuss such topics as baseball or motor sports.
You said you were in love and I asked who was that girl.
My heart was pumping fast,
cause I was afraid that you won't say my name.
I love you but I didn't dare to let you know.
When you held my hand
and asked that heart stopping question,
yes, my heart skipped a few beats. :D
I was speechless,
couldn't even open my mouth to say "yes".
I just held your hand tighter,
and you knew what I meant.
You let me lean on your shoulder,
and we star gazed the whole night. :) All those nicknames,
arguments and swearing,
to the Indonesian speaking us today.
Every moment counts.
Today is our one year anniversary. :)
He had his final paper today as well.
But he remembered our anniversary,
when I thought all he was thinking about was his studies.
He wished us exacted at 12 midnight.
I understand we couldn't afford a grand celebration
and we don't have the time to celebrate on the day itself.
So instead, we had supper at night.
And I told him this:
"the most special anniversary ever is when it is not celebrated with materials, no gifts, no trips, no treats... but just me & you enjoying the presence of one another, at the mamak stall. Hahah! thanks."
After all struggles and sufferings, I managed to finished my finals. End of exams, at least for now. And I thank God for guiding me through. Also to my parents and my friends. I had been really weak. Going almost out of my mind. I even told my parents I did badly, just to get them prepared for the worst. For a week my head was spinning like ferris wheel. I was like a walking corpse aka zombie. During exams my whole body turned feverish, I survived till the last, and still in recovery. I have double vision at times. I head still feels like the vessels waiting to explode. I am still having tinnitus (ringing in the ear), due to over stress. Pardon me if I ask you to repeat your words, cause I may lost my hearing for few seconds, from time to time. I need to dance. Movies won't help, neither will games or shopping. Somebody, make me do Cha-cha or Samba?
I am so sorry the make this late announcement. As I mentioned in my previous post, I was thinking to stop blogging. But as you read the comments, I only decided to take a short break from blogging. Thus, I did not stop by my blog since my last comment. My final exam starts tomorrow. Wish me & all my battle mates the best of luck. Will be back blogging after 12noon this coming Sunday! :)
Should I stop blogging? I suddenly feel that I am not significant to anyone. That my existence was never felt, nor will my future disappearance. My efforts were never known. I had been patient for so long, perhaps it is time for revenge. What is the use being so nice in today's world? You will never be appreciated. I learned my lesson, so it is payback time.
For those who were never punctual, never expect me to be punctual anymore. Since long long time ago I was taught by my Dad, to be at least 15 minutes earlier. Now even if I am late 1 minute, you will be late for 30 minutes. Damn you!! And when the meeting haven't finish, and I need to leave for another, you will stare at me. Fucker!! It's not my fault that the meeting don't end on time, as if I have all my time for you.
And, for those who think they can push everything to me, just because they are slightly busier than me. Wtf is wrong with you, do your part and do it on time!! what's all with the delay and making things so difficult. To those who are unable to accept others ideas, but never give ideas and can't stop being sarcastic, don't make a fool out of yourselves.
For some reason, I got so angry till I cried. I always cry when I am really really angry. Why on Earth are people so selfish and inconsiderate. Now they all give me no reason to be considerate, no reason to be punctual, no reason to be forgiving. Now I feel that wouldn't it be great for me to treat them the same? This is not the first time I felt this way. Only this time I blogged it out to let you think. You stupid idiots!! Well, if you read my blog.
I was right. When people say threat others good and others will treat you the same. Be good so that the luck and wealth or whatever good shits will be with you. But it is no longer the same in the world today. Only the foolish try to be good, and get bullied and tortured. Today, you must be bad to have the good shits with you. It doesn't matter what God think. Just like how corruption is. You got everything you want, that's it. Nobody cares the dirty tricks you did.
I'm tired of this place, this world. I wish to sleep and never get up to face it anymore. Though there are still so much joys and smiles around, they are not enough to cover all the sadness and tears. Why is a smile worth a thousand meaning, and a tear, worthless?
Here I am eating a bowl of empty noodles, feeling so sick of everything. Without anyone who bother whether I exist. Life goes on even without me. Is this how people who suicide think? I think I better shut up from now. Make a change back to my old self. Where I got scolded for being too quiet. I love being quiet, never bothered I was scolded. It was the world which makes me voice out, when I got tired of how people ain't making things better. But now I no longer care what the world is doing. People are so selfish they never consider what others say. You do yours, I do mine. I'm tired. I've reach my limit.