Apology

I am sorry for neglecting this blog much.

I am sick.

I am busy.

Two main reasons.

Others play minor roles but have equally great influences.

Will be back after I am done with my quiz, tests, assignments, projects, meetings.

I'm on Tumblr!

I'm officially on Tumblr!!

It took me months to decide actually.

These few days all sort of short lines kept popping out of my mind

so I thought Tumblr will be just the right place to post them up.

And of course the high resolutions photos, the videos, the quotes and etc.

I is so easy to use and I am starting to love it. :)

But I will still blog in Blogspot.

It is where I started blogging, it will never be forgotten.

Start linking me :

Heaven Can Wait

(it's the title of a book I am looking for, perhaps a temporary title)

try this!

Count every " F" in the following text:

FINISHED FILES ARE THE RE
SULT OF YEARS OF SCIENTI
FIC STUDY COMBINED WITH
THE EXPERIENCE OF YEARS...

(SEE BELOW)




HOW MANY ?









WRONG, THERE ARE 6 -- no joke.
READ IT AGAIN !
Really, go Back and Try to find the 6 F's before you scroll down.


The reasoning behind is further down.








The brain cannot process "OF".

Incredible or what? Go back and look again!!



Anyone who counts all 6 "F's" on the first go is a genius.

Three is normal, four is quite rare.

中文

omg!

I just downloaded NJ Star Communicator.

Now I can type in Chinese at last!!

And since I'm taking Japanese class then I can practice too!

Woohoo!!

突然好想念华语。。。

我的母语，我永远不会忘记 :)

omg!

something is wrong with my blog when I adjusted some elements yesterday.

now it is a little cacated.

so I decided to change my template, and the title.

let my get some inspirations first, and my assignments done. till then~

p/s : any nice fixed width templates?

Anyone free to help me design? :D

who am I in summary

What are always beside me in bed :

1. The Holy Bible

2. The Fashion Magazines

3. The Geologist Guide to Minerals & Rocks

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"they literally summarized my life"

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I guess I'll be a Christian geologist who loves fashion...

Or at least something like that...

cause I'm a girl

1. When you break her heart, the pain never really goes away.

2. When she misses you, she’s hurting inside.

3. When she says it’s over, she still wants you to be hers.

4. When she walks away from you mad, follow her.

5. When she stares at your mouth, kiss her.

6. When she pushes or hits you, grab her tight & don’t let her go.

7. When she starts cursing at you, kiss her and tell her you love her.

8. When she ignores you, give her your attention.

9. When she pulls away, pull her back.

10. When you see her at her worst, tell her she’s beautiful.

11. When you see her crying, just hold her and don’t say a word.

12. When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind.

13. When she’s scared, protect her.

14. When she lays her head on your shoulder, tilt her head up and kiss her.

15. When she steals your favourite jacket, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.

16. When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh.

17. When she doesn’t answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay.

18. When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up with the truth.

19. When she says that she likes you, she really does more than you could understand.

20. When she grabs your hands, hold hers and play with her fingers.

21. When she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh.

22. When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold.

23. When she looks at you in your eyes, don’t look away until she does.

24. Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything.

25. Don’t let her have the last word.

26. Don’t call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is so much better.

27. Say you love her more than she could ever love you.

28. Argue that she is the best girl ever.

29. When she’s mad, hug her tight and don’t let go.

30. When she says she’s OK, don’t believe it, talk to
her about it, because 10 yrs later she’ll still remember it.

31. Call her at 12:00am on special occasions to tell her you love her.

32. Call her before you sleep and after you wake up.

33. Treat her like she’s all that matters to you.

34. Don’t ignore her when she’s out with you and your friends.

35. Stay up all night with her when she’s sick.

36. Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.

37. Let her into your world.

38. Let her wear your clothes.

39. When she’s bored and sad, hang out with her

40. Let her know she’s important.

41. Kiss her in the pouring rain.

42. When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; “Who’s ass am I kicking today baby?”

"If she cried reading this,

you know what is wrong."

nothing

"Define lonely.

What it is compared to boredom?"

hate that I love you

That's how much I love you (yeah)

That's how much I need you (yeah, yeah, yeahah)

And I can't stand ya

Almost everything you do

Makes me wanna smile

Even I like you for a while (no... oh...)

But you won't let me

You upset me girl

And then you kiss my lips

All of a sudden I forget (that I was upset)

Can't remember what you did

But I hate it...

You know exactly what to do

So that I can't stay mad at you

For too long that's wrong

But I hate it...

You know exactly how to touch

So that I don't want to fuss... and fight no more

Said I despise that I adore you

And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah...)

I can't stand how much I need you (I need you...)

And I hate how much I love you boy (oooh whoah...)

But I just can't let you go

And I hate that I love you so (oooh...)

And you completely know the power that you have

The only one that makes me laugh

Said that it's not fair

How you take advantage of the fact

That I love you beyond the reason why (why...)

And it just ain't right

And I hate how much I love you girl

I can't stand how much I need you (yeah...)

And I hate how much I love you girl

But I just can't let you go

But I hate that I love you so

One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me

And your kiss won't make me weak

But no one in this world knows me the way you know me

So you'll probably always have a spell on me...

• remember each and everytime I said I hate you when we argue?
• how your signature smile makes me laugh when you pissed me off?
• that you were mad I took advantage of your love for me?
• and when we said we cast spell on each other so that is why we still love each other no matter how we quarreled?

Suddenly the song just reflects us.

I tried so bad to hate you, but I still love you.

It must be a spell.

we resit our test

what happened yesterday :

1. reached airport more than an hour earlier but almost check in late cause only a few counters were open and the queue was super long

2. felt sleepy in the flight but cannot sleep at all cause annoying kid 2 seats away was asking her mum some stupid questions

3. arrived at KLIA but no one was there to welcome me. pathetic.

4. waited for freaking 2 hours in front of the domestic arrival hall only to found out babe was sorta lost and came out from the international arrival hall.

5. rushed from freaking 1 minute departing KLIA express to KL Sentral. cut throat RM35 compared to RM8 bus. our first and last ride.

6. went to KTM counter, tickets all sold out. it was barely 3pm.

7. went to Puduraya by Taxi. used the silly crossover bridge carrying 20kg luggages.

8. hunted for bus ticket at Puduraya. all sold out except at 7.30pm. it was the earliest we found. that's still more than 3 hours waiting.

9. had no choice. bought the tickets. first time on Transnasional.

10. spent our time eating, squeezing our way through human-sardines and watching Miss March.

11. at 7pm, we waited at the platform. no bus, no seat, no oxygen.

12. 7.30pm stupid bus was announced to be late. almost fainted waiting. snatch seats with i-don't-care-who-you-are.

13. 8.15pm our bus finally arrived and that was more than half an hour late. Malaysia with the worst bus system ever.

14. suddenly remembered my brother said he used bus to work and the bus is always not on time, sometimes never even come wtffff

15. enough on that. managed to went on the bus. seats 10C and 10D.

16. no such seats in the bus. we thought it was free sitting so we just simply seat, what for want to stand.

17. freaking rude driving was so ignorant said why we did not follow the seats given, so stupid.

18. we told him no such seats and he ask us to sit at 10A and 10B stupid right

19. this was when we found out the bus does not stop in from of our Uni but goes all the way to Setiawan, Manjung and Lumut.

20. so we stopped at Setiawan and asked Clare to pick us up. thank you Clare.

21. maybe we failed so many times God want us to resit the test to go to the next level, the car tyre was punctured when Clare was on her way.

22. Clare need to changed to the spare tyre, luckily some guys who like going to Caltex helped her.

23. before arriving in Uni, ate Cendol first.

24. arrived in UTP arround 3am and my lecture was 8am.

25. around 5am when I just finished packing there was no electricity for around 10minutes. stupid. itusajebye

memang la tu test dari Tuhan, takkan abis punye.

kekal tabah je pasti dapat proceed p next stage... :)

heart

it hurts so much

it can barely pump

but it tried hard to keep pumping

it needs to be stronger

but it is never going to be like before

greetings 1Malaysia!

I am flying back to Kuching, Sarawak today at 3.25pm.

Before that,

I would like to wish all Chinese, half Chinese,

try to be Chinese and all those believing in 1 Malaysia.....

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Till then...

xoxo

Maylin

over the weekend

Warning:

Pictures are not in order & not fully uploaded from main album.

This is a super lazy post because I got lots of work to do.

Thankyousomuchbye.

Ukur panjang...

sungai.... :D

Nie la gambar group mase first field work

as students Petroleum Geoscience.

Ye la...sempat lagi ambik gambar kan...

Kakak supervisor yang tolong ambik. hehehe XD

Ade la crite di sebalik field work nie....

So task die actually nak ukur panjang sungai

kat tengah2 taman UTP tu.

Actually die ade 2 sungai,

tapi lecturer cakap ukur whole taman tu.

So group kite nie pilih la sungai yang satu lagi,

sebab yang sungai first tadi dah crowded oleh group2 lain.

Time tu punyala panas,

mana tak kalau pukul 12 tengah hari.

Bijak sungguh kami punya lecturer pilih mase kan.... :/

Tanpa topi, sunblock, ape2 shield, terus turun buat field work.

Field work nie pun tiba2 je sebab lecturer tak kasitau.

Ade la sunburn sikit kat pipi, sakit...

Rupe dah macam blushing mase p booth2

Minggu Mesra Kampus (MMK).

So group kite ni the only group yang ade measuring tape.

Actually tak boleh gune measuring tape tu,

kene gune pace.

Tapi dah awal2 ukur 1 meter tu brape pace,

then ukur je distance kan....tapi cara tu illegal.

Ukur punyala ukur,

ada chance mesti p berteduh bawah pokok jap.

Ni sini la start klimaks.

Jeng jeng jeng jeng.....

Rupa2nye atas pokok2 tu sume sarang semut.

Semut merah, besar yang dari jauh rupanye mcm lelabah.

So sume orang start la

menjerit, melompat, menepis, menggaru etc.

Complain2 tapi tetap buat kerje.

Then kakak tu baru cakap group kite salah ukur river.

Die cakap nak river yang satu lagi (yang group lain buat).

Punyelah frust kan....

tp nak buat mcm mane lagi dah nak sampai hujung mase tu.

So akak tu suruh la patah balik, biar ada loop.

Last2 group kite buat task special dari group lain.

Extended time 30 minit lagi.

Mase balik tu kene tegur lecturer sebab gune measuring tape.

Then sume dah mcm phobia dengan semut2 tu....

Harap2 markah ada extra sebab group kite dah buat kerja extra,

river kite 3 time longer dari group2 lain. hahahaha :P

walaupun mungkin ade la potong markah sebab tak ikut arahan.

Tapi suke la buat kerje mcm ni.

Hopefully tak salah pilih course la ye...... :D

call me one more time

I had a very hectic day.

(using song lyrics for my title again. gahhh...)

7.30am -

Woke up for 8.30am Geological Mapping techniques lecture cum lab.

8.15am -

Started my journey to Block 14 while muching on my Snickers.

8.30am -

Started lecture for Geological Mapping Techniques.

10.30am -

Lecture ended. Lecturer gave 30 minutes break before proceeding to filed work.

11.00am -

Field work started (measuring the length of the river from block 1 to block 13 wtf)

12.00pm -

Standing under the glazing sun right above our heads.

12.30pm -

and till the field work ends, jumping like crazy people cause we got bitten by huge red ants.

1.00pm -

Only to realized we did some mistakes. Other groups did shorter distance and ended earlier.

1.30pm -

Finished field work, did not measure the whole river but almost, was asked to stop.

1.40pm -

Stopped by at ICC and Rotaract MMK booth to renew my membership.

1.45pm -

Reached my room, cool down. Sweating like pipes.

2.00pm -

Went to v4 cafe, waited for the rented car.

2.45pm -

The car just arrived wtf I waited so long.

3.10pm -

Went to Pocket C to pick babe up.

3.30pm -

Went to Batu Gajah. Settle my cheque and took some cash at CIMB.

4.00pm -

Went to KTMB Batu Gajah. Bought 13 train tickets for CSS EXCO camp this weekend.

4.40pm -

Went to Jusco. Bought short breads which my Mum asked me to for CNY. Shopped.

5.30pm -

Took Lunch. This late. Alfredo spaghetti. Nice!

7.00pm -

Went around to look for music stores, babe need drum practice pad.

8.30pm -

Drove to Lumut cause we had extra oil and the car rental is closed for dinner.

9.00pm -

Had dinner at Lumut.

9.15pm -

Drove back to UTP.

10.30pm -

Reached UTP. Had a break. Checked my mails.

11.00pm -

Euphonious brief meeting. Edited the Rules & Regulations.

12.00am -

Did slides for Family Day intro,

settled all my committees name list,

mailed my department budget and replied all important mails.

2.25am -

Blogged :D

p/s : I need to catch up on my studies.

if it kills

"If you can't end it well, don't start.

If you start, make sure you end it well."

quote applies to everything, including Apple.

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I'm running out of topics for my post,

I may just write random song title like Cheesie.

But so copy cheese.

Maybe movie titles, or random lyrics :D

love like this

Some questioned how daring I was to post up something like The restricted fruit.

When I posted this up, I did thought about all the consequences.

So I didn't regret it.

If my boyfriend is to accept me, he needs to know my past.

If my friends are to stay, they need to know too.

If you cannot accept it then let me know.

I know I am not the only one having such immature past,

we all grow up immature and learnt from the past.

I read this a while ago,

I am a fan of Suet Li and this is from her achives.

(expectation=suet, bazz=her bf)

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"This next part is after we started seeing each other for a week, and I found out that he still didn’t know my full name.

expectation : okay I’m gonna talk and you dont need to reply. just read this after you finish doing your work. I’m too bored

expectation : if the blinking light is distracting, close your taskbar

expectation : anyway feel like confessing. I’m a terrible deceiving bitch. I’m a huge player. i two timed guys before..wait make tht three timed.

expectation : and i ditched guys whom i think ain’t up to par with me cause they just couldn’t keep up with my demands. i had guys whom i dated for their looks. and talents. and whatnots.

expectation : i hate myself. and i love to pull ppl into hating me too..

expectation : i hate this. my english is getting suckier, i have to use a dictionary to write this shits. i feel so fake

expectation : anyway my surname is liew. liew suet li. and my english name is serene. i HATE ppl calling me that except my family cause I’m nothing like a serene should be

expectation : i hate this

expectation : I’m going to bed

Baz Biz Buz : don’t go.

Jeng jeng jeng this is the drama/emo part

Baz Biz Buz : suet. i’ve only known you for a week. i want to know you now. i want to know you in a year’s time. i don’t care if i didn’t know you before. and i don’t care if i didn’t know what you were like before.

expectation : i’ll stay

Baz Biz Buz : and i don’t know if you just like me for looks, talents, sarcasm, whatever, and i won’t know until you ditch me, but until then, i don’t care.

Baz Biz Buz : i told you, suet, i really like you. i really liked the girl i met at pizza uno, i really like the girl i watched a stupid sunrise with, and i really like the girl i’m dating now.

Baz Biz Buz : and i guess that’s all i care about now.

expectation : I’m touched

Baz Biz Buz : so smile, say something stupid like you always do, like ‘whee!’ or whatever

(hahaha this is stupid. back when i was young and naive and talk in a weird way (don’t you think the way i talk was so..pretentious?) anyway back then, i used to say a lot of whee! wtf)

expectation : whee!

Baz Biz Buz : whee!

Baz Biz Buz : i don’t want to know about your past."

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I went through something similar.

I was afraid he will not accept me for my past.

So before things get more serious,

I let him know that I may not be the girl he dreams for

and I am not perfect like Barbie.

If he accepts it then, he will have to now and forever.