Every now and then

I am so sorry that I had not been updating since ages.

My schedule is so jammed packed that my only free time is to sleep.

Well, today is a holiday so I will just post up some lazy updating stories.

So practically I will be having 2 sudden tests this week,

which we knew just yesterday.

My dance practice going cuckoo cause everyone is so busy,

none can make it for the practice.

Promise to update on my last Sarawak trip this coming mid semester break.

Preview of my Sarawak roadtrip :

Arrival of guests!

I am not going anywhere during my mid sem break,

cause I am super duper broke right now.

Want to know why?

Cause I just bought this new baby of mine :

Tadaaa!! N97 mini! Ya, the same garnet bronze colour.

Wanted white but white is the limited edition and I was beyond the limit.

Oh well, nough said.

Happy Independence day!!!

I am not sure whether I am looking forward to Hari Malaysia.

It's the acutal day of Malaysia's formation but last day of holidays...

Ouch!

And....

Happy birthday to the Merdecca baby!

Low Huei Ming you are now officially 20! lol

Ooppss...birthday girl on the front row left,

not in the center.

Bad picture...hahaha

Orite...back to my assignments and tests..

Sort of feelings

Has anyone of you been in an almost-relationship?

Well explained and as weird as the name itself,

it creates awkward situation.

I have been in one,

and phew how glad I am that it is the one and only.

This was a few years ago before I was in a stable relationship.

I was single and I did not mind hanging out with guys,

like seriously guys only.

So here was how terrible is an almost-relationship,

which I warn you not to try if you lack trust and confidence.

There was this guy who I chat with quite frequently,

and one day he asked me out fml.

Being adventurous as I am always,

I agreed without second thought.

We had casual walks, casual talks but not at casual time.

Usually we go for walks after 12am, in the dark cold nights.

You get what I mean wtf.

So one there, climax, he said he sort of like me.

wtf sort of??

okay fine so I was also sort of into him,

or maybe a little more than he was into me fml.

When two people like each other, love blossoms right?

Right??

But it did not happen, cause we only sort of like each other.

We lost contact after the confession,

none of us want to be in an actual relationship.

Until we both found ourselves in stable relationship afterwards.

Now it gets super awkward when we meet, when we talk.

No proper hello, no proper goodbye.

It just started in a snap and ended in a blink.

That sort of feelings, where did it go?