Appreciation

There are still nice people out there,
who are really helpful and will hold your hands no matter who or where they are.


To Jesus, thanks for listening to my prayers.
Being there all the time through my hardship.

Guiding me through every tests I am facing.

To my parents, thanks for the endless love.

For being by my side through my ups and downs.
And calming me with your voices and laughter.

To the bf, thank you for bringing me back on track.

Reminding me of religion and God.
And rushing to my side when I am in trouble.

To my friends, thank you for being helpful.

And understanding my problems.
Even when I was annoying and troublesome.

To Jay from WWOOF Korea, thanks for your kindness.

Though a stranger thousand miles away.
You helped me through my request.

Outreach camp

So this was where I was off to during my mid semester break.

Cameron Highlands!!

That was my fourth time,

stayed for 5 (or 4 I couldn't recall) nights for a camp.

Talking bout that, I always had something to do at Cameron.

The second time was a geology field trip, means work.

What I was doing at the camp?

You can read Lorenzo's post, he did most of the explainations. haha!

So here I will just post up some pictures.

Enjoy!!

Oh ya, it's an Outreach Camp. :)

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If you read Lorenzo's post,

you will see that his exposure was at the Migrant workers site.

Mine was at the Indigenous people site.

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We had group discussions and presentations

Anyone know the banana game?

U need to use the banana to push the potato till the end point.

And the winner is....

The Banana King!!

There was a guy whose banana was detached. LMAO

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This is our room...ex-room. haha!

PCCG mails.

Thanks for those who mailed me :)

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The group picture!

(Click to enlarge)

no reason to live

This is what my brother posted up as his recent Facebook status:

"just can't find a reason to continue living."

And I had been figuring out the same thing since primary school,

that was 10 (ten wtf) years ago.

I finally found the reason why I am still living until today,

though there was once we quarreled and I told my parents that I would rather die.

The reason I survived until today is because I am still looking for the reason.

I figured that there must be a reason,

I grew to get closer to God and to find out the reason He placed me on Earth.

I told my brother that I still don't find the reason as well since 10 years ago,

and that's why I am still living to find it.

I know my brother is totally stressed up by this whole forced-to-take-medic drama,

life can't be much worst when I was forced to stop dancing,

and got slapped by my Mum.

Yea, I am born in a very strict family.

I have 2 other siblings.

We all excel in our studies though we are at most lazy,

but usually being forced to study.

Until I came to Uni then I realized I am doing it for myself,

so now I do everything without being forced by my parents.

Most of the time I get totally stressed out is because I force myself.

When you lose hope and figure there is no reason to live,

keep yourself alive cause you need to find that reason.

baby steps you say?

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010!!

It has been long since I post pictures so here it is,

a post on part of my holiday.


As I promised the readers of Mua Shoppin' Bag,

I will show me wearing the contact lenses I just bought.


This is Geo Nudy Grey.
Photo taken before watching Avatar 3D.
Ignore the long lashes, I didn't know how to trim the fake lashes.


This is Geo in Black.
Taken before attending a wedding.
I was wearing Baju Kebaya :D


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The following pictures will be on my stay at Kampung Pueh,
from 28th December 2009 to 3rd January 2010.
I've pre selected the pictures and did minor edits to some of them.
Not all photos taken are published due to time and energy constrain wtf



Mr. Smiley sitting under the Sunny sun wtf

Me and my cousin, Cal before attending the wedding.

Cousin and nephew tried to kidnap Winnie the Pooh wtf


I thought I looked like a doll.
I guess the contact lens and makeup worked...rite?


At the groom's house, I freaking love the design.
Designs fully done by his Dad himself.


The bride & the groom with the wedding cake.
The design of the pelamin was made based on Indonesian style.
Cause the groom's Mum is an Indonesian.


I only do minor touch up jobs :D
And some make ups for the brides maid.


Happy family.


Cake cutting ceremony.


The make up artist and the assistants wtf
We are not professionals but still learning.


I want a house made of quality wood and rattan like this.
Like a chalet, big land and beside the beach XD



A random shot of my earrings by my cousin


Me and my cousin cam whoring cause we were too bored.
We wanna go back but we got no transport
and the groom's house is at the border between Sarawak and Indonesia,
means no way out except to wait for someone to drive you back.





Another random shot,
cause we sat beside the door to the kitchen so we shot lots of plants wtf


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The following are posts on our New Year celebration :


We had BBQ on New Year eve after prayer at Church


I help pegang lampu wtf
It was actually very dark,
my cousin used flash
so I sort-of looked silly carrying a lamp when it was so bright.



Tada!
Sempat posing with the lampu again wtf


On our way to enjoy some live band performance


It was full moon!!


Us on 1st January 2010.
Cousin in the middle looked voke, cause he is a make up artist.
You know, like those you see in TV wtf

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abouthetitle:
I linked baby steps to what we all went through in 2009.
It is now year 2010 and everything seemed to move on so fast.
I wondered whether you can call them baby steps/ learning...
Or are they large steps that all of a sudden it's over
and you can't actually recall what happened yesterday...