Saturday, August 29, 2009

End the night

Just got back from Talents Search Adjudication Department first meeting. Me and 2 other committees are assigned to look for judges and the other 3 guys including him are assigned to look for guest artist(s). We are free to accept any suggestions of artist(s) you would like to perform live during the Talents Search 2009 finale. But of course we shall need to consider the budgets because the whole organizing team is still made up of students. Hehe... Any suggestions of judges or artist, preferably in Perak, you can just post up a comment on the post. ^^

Thursday, August 27, 2009

wasting my time

Now I know why my bro earns more from his blog.
He writes controversial stuffs.
He writes bull shits, just like his blog title.
And people now a days love reading craps.
But I don't write bull shits on my blog. *Sigh*
And I don't plan to start either.
The bull shits may affect my brains cells,
making me difficult to answer my Academic Writing paper later,
and when asked what's my rank of English out of 10 in interviews,
I won't wanna drop from my current 8-9 to 4-5.
Btw, he is full of crap himself.
I usually don't understand what he's talking about,
neither my parents could, ask my youngest bro.
Not sure whether he is semi genius, out of his mind or just superb creative,
either one, the symptomsmare still 'strange behaviours'.
Okay, am I expressing my jealousy over here?? wtf

Sunday, August 23, 2009

Pon and Zi..?

During 30 hour Famine
Her : "I love you."
Him : "actually I miss you."
Her : "but we're not supposed to see each other right?"
Him : "nevermind la, it's unavoidable"
(conversation cut off because both were too busy)

After 30 hour Famine
Him : "tonight got CSS meeting."
Her : "'s your vacation?"
Him : "can I come back to you dy?"
Her : "=.="
Him : "seriously miss you."
Her : "so fast? not up to 3 days"
Him : "I suck I admit."
Her : "I love you lots."
Him : "I love you too, really."
Her : "I'm sorry I make you lost your patience."
Him : "I'm sorry to treat you so badly."
Her & Him : " :) "

Sometimes even when we get used to the worst, we'll miss it.
And little misunderstandings though they hurt so much, is not going to change anything.
God is true, "Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth. It always... protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails." -1 Corinthians 13:4-

Thanks to dearest Wan Lin for all the advices.
Though I suffered alot while waiting,
I followed God's words and it lead to something better. <3

Friday, August 21, 2009

Life is like drama

I just realized my life is like a korean drama.

Okay, like Boys over Flowers.

I'm not sure whether I was watching too much of it.

But when I love this guy so much and is willing to do anything for him,

but he asked me to wait for him.

And there is this other guy who kept waiting for me,

even though he knew how much I love another.

Even how well he treated me,

I still deeply love the one who asked me to wait for him.

The only thing is the two don't know each other.

It felt so weird when my life came to be also similar,

to one of my favourite drama.


This is when "life is like a drama",

and I'm the lead actress comes.

Boys like Girls

I had been mourning for 48 hours.

I had been sleeping for 16 hours.

Got this feverish feeling, and nausea.

I skipped a whole day of lectures.

I skipped 2 breakfast, 2 lunch and soon 2 dinner.

At last I got someone to talk to.

Wan Lin was here and we talked.

She was a good listener, love her loads.

She said it's normal.

She faced the same before, even my other girlfriends.

Girls ARE extra sensitive.

And boys ARE not understanding enough.

That's what we concluded.

And that's what caused all the misunderstandings.

Moreover, you're from a convent school.

The space you wanted, I'll give you.

Hope you'll soon figure.

Love you, always.

Thanks to my girls who are always there for me.

You help me to forget what I'm facing.

Love ya all~

p/s : just a lil more till I complete it, pls wait...

Thursday, August 20, 2009

A promise

"This I Promise You" - 'N SYNC

Ohh ohh...

When the visions around you,
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surround you,
Are secrets and lies
I'll be your strength,
I'll give you hope,
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call,
Was standing here all along..

And I will take
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you

I've loved you forever,
In lifetimes before
And I promise you never...
Will you hurt anymore
I give you my word
I give you my heart (give you my heart)
This is a battle we've won
And with this vow,
Forever has now begun...

Just close your eyes (close your eyes)
Each loving day (each loving day)
I know this feeling won't go away (no..)
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you..
This I promise you..

Over and over I fall (over and over I fall)
When I hear you call
Without you in my life baby
I just wouldn't be living at all...

And I will take (I will take you in my arms)
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong (right where you belong)
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you baby

Just close your eyes
Each loving day (each loving day)
I know this feeling won't go away (no..)
Every word I say is true
This I promise you

Every word I say is true
This I promise you
Ooh, I promise you...

p/s : This time, I promise things will be better. I'm sorry.

"I will never forget the day I stood beside your window,
sheding my tears quietly,
hoping that you will come next to it,
and just have a glimpse of me,
just know that I was there waiting for you."

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Here, there. Where?

Had our first Physical Geology lab session yesterday.
Well, actually we DON'T have a lab sesion for Physical Geology.
Just that the lecturerS want us to take closer look at the rock types.
Physical Geology being very closely connected with the Earth,
which means of course we need to get IN CONTACT with what we are studying,
in order to enhance our understanding.
I was not really sure whether we learnt much,
cause we were actually having fun and was excited about all the AMAZING rock types.
We were given a box of 12 rock types to be identified,
and I had a sudden thought of making it a tag in Facebook.
Check it out on my Taggies album in Facebook.

Besides that, we also sempat take lots and lots of pictures.
Some are too silly to be shown here,
you can visit Amrith's photo album on Facebook for more details.

Group photo. From left,
Kamilla, Saddam, Amrith, Me and Mark.

My Dad should soooo see what am I doing now.
I can't believe that when I was 5 or 6 years old,
I saw these rocks in my Dad's office.
He even had his collections at home,
which I used to prevent my papers from flying away. lol
And I even grew up reading his geology books,
which I don't quite get it till today.
I grew up listening to his stories about fossils,
the rocks and soils types when we go on family trips.
He would tell us which types of soils are good for housing area,
which types are suitable for what kinda plants...
I will never forget him talking bout the "plateau",
which can be seen everytime we drive back to my Mum's village.
I always think that the plateau is something really amazing.
It never came through my mind that one day I will persue the same field.
It never came through my mind that his whole shelf of books will benefit me.
(I always thought they were NOTHING
cause I never expect myself to study Geology. lol)
Even my parents never thought so.
They never even hope so much for a scholarship.
When I was younger, I was almost immune by the word Doctor and Medical.
It was never really my ambition,
but that was what I was made to believe, that I HAVE to be a doctor.
But I guess it is fated that things go the other way,
the totally opposite way.
I was grateful I am not in a medical field,
cause all my friends knew how afraid I am towards needles,
and that I can't bear looking at serious wounds.
If I was to heal, I would tear before I even get to treat the patient.
I'm glad my parents are being fully supportive,
even when I asked whether I should drop Engineering and go for Geoscience. :D

That's how life goes so far.
Well, so far so good.
Except some DE quizes which I screwed.
And Intro to Oil & Gas lectures which I skipped.
And Academic Writing classes which I dreamt in.
And Physical Geo lectures which I was totally lost in.
And Rotaract AGM I need to skip due to Cocu.

I guess that's all bout it for now.
Tonight, something BIG. *winks*
Tomorrow night, something BIGGER. *tripple winks*
This Friday night, Semarak Mawadah Family Day.
This Saturday, Famine 30 hour.
Next Monday, Intro to Oil & Gas test 1.
Next Wednesday, Differential Equations test 1.

p/s : My Mum asked me to go back during Raya hoilday.
I knew my parents won't mind whatever the flight tickets prices are.
But I just dislike travelling up and down, i.e UTP to Ipoh to KL to Airport.
Is the ICG camp still on? Should I follow the girls to Cameron?
Will my decision to stay back make my Mum worried?
I'm undecided. I've yet to go home for 3 mid-sem breaks in a row.
So...apa macam??

Saturday, August 15, 2009

that is the question

Are girls more sensitive than guys?

Do girls need more attention than guys?

Are guys easily carried away?

Do girls express themselves easier than guys?

Are guys more understanding than girls?

These are the questions some yet to answer me.

But even so, I believe perhaps there are no real answer.

Even without the answer, life will go on just fine.

I apologize for my wrong doings.

Thanks for the cutie pink nose thingy. :D

Friday, August 14, 2009

I'm crazy, I admit

I am doing something so random, with my subconscious mind.

I used to sleep after 4AM, today I slept at 2AM.

I woke up at 5.30AM, feeling uncomfortable.

I went to take a shower - heard the morning prayer.

Did some research on Moral Studies assignment-in-class after showering.

Updated my status on Twitter and signed in Facebook.

And now I am going to bed again, when lecture is going to start in 30 minutes.

So random, slept for 4 hours, perhaps.

Say bye to my biological clock.

p/s : I want study week!!!
I'd rather have no mid sem break than no study week!!

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Selling my gadgets

I am going to list 2 items for sale in this post.
Both I bought 1st handed and both are barely 1 year old.

Items are still in perfect conditions.




The first item is a Digital Camera, Nikon Coolpix L16

Specifications :
Effective pixels
7.1 million
Image sensor
1/2.5-in. CCD; total pixels: approx. 7.41 millions
3x Zoom-NIKKOR; 5.7-17.1mm (35mm [135] format picture angle: 35-105mm);
f/2.8-4.7; 5 elements in 5 groups;
Digital zoom: up to 4x (35mm [135] format picture angle: 420mm)
Focus range (from lens)
50cm (1 ft. 7.7 in.) to infinity (∞); Macro close-up mode: 15cm (5.9 in.) to infinity (∞)
2.8-in., approx. 230k-dot, TFT LCD

Item comes with :
original package, camera pouch & strap, user's manual, cables,
softwares suite for Nikon Coolpix (CD), Nikon 1GB SD Memory Card,
4 rechargeable batteries and 1 batteries charger

Item is still under Nikon Sevice Warrantly.
The item is only available in black.

Reason to sell :
plan to buy digital camera with higher pixels or DSLR

The item was bought at RM448 (with receipt as prove) in October 2008.
The starting price for this item is
RM33o (including all items mentioned above).
Further negotiations are welcomed.
Items can be returned within 1 week after it is received,
but only with reasonable reason.
Return fee shall be paid by the buyer.

Payment method :
Cash deposit and postage (RM8-Peninsular, RM10 East Malaysia)
Cash on Delivery (COD) in Ipoh area only




The second item is Canon Pixma All-In-One Photo Printer (MP145)

Specifications :
- Canon’s legendary FINE™ technology print head
heightens both quality and speed
- Tiny 2pl (min) ink droplet combined with 4800dpi (max)
resolution for photo-lab quality photo
- Prints a 4 x 6” borderless photo in just 60 seconds
- Speedy document printing: 20ppm monochrome/ 15ppm colour

- Speedy document copying: 19cpm monochrome/ 15cpm in colour
- Colours stay faithful to the original with Dual Colour Gamut Processing
- Even second-generation copies are clear and vibrant
- Advanced Z-Lid for convenient copying of thick or bulky documents

- Sharp 600dpi CIS flatbed scanning with image-retouching capabilities
- With the Multi-Crop function you can select several
sections of a document, scan one time,
then save each section as an individual scan in a multi-page file
- Scan up to 10 business cards or four 4”x6” photos at
once with the Multi-Scan function;
images are properly aligned and saved as individual file

Item comes with :
original package/box, user's manual, cables (power & USB),
installation CD, glossy photo papers

Ink catridges are not included but I never changed them
(since I seldom use the printer).

Reason to sell :
plan to buy smaller printer (due to limted space in my room)

The item was bought at RM218 (with receipt as prove) in August 2008.
The starting price for this item is
RM18o (including all items mentioned above).
Further negotiations are welcomed.
Items can be returned within 1 week after it is received,
but only with reasonable reason.
Return fee shall be paid by the buyer.

Payment method :
Cash on Delivery (COD) in Ipoh area only

^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^

p/s : sorry actual pictures of the items are not available.
I want to save time taking them out from the boxes/storage area. :)

My items are also listed on eBay (click on item to view):

Nikon Coolpix L16 Digital Camera
Canon Pixma All-in-One Printer MP145

For further information, email me at

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Pathetic, no?

I just found out that the add/drop period in my Uni is quite weird, since after so long students seemed to be still complaining about how inefficient the system is. First of all, we are supposed to do our registrations online. Secondly, places were limited for each course. So the conclusion is everyone rushed to register for their courses and the connection became super slow. The weirdest part was that students could not even register for their own core subjects because their places were taken by those who plan to carry forward the subject from other semesters. After all the mess, the registrar told us that we were not allowed to bring forward any subject from other semesters. It doesn't make much sense because it WAS the add/drop period and they were telling us that we can't add/drop any subjects. So reluctantly, many had to act satisfied with 13 credit hours this semester and perhaps 18 credit hours next semester because of some subjects which they need to drop this semester, which, practically because their places for even their core subjects were taken. As for Petroleum Geoscience, the "Prism" (registration portal) was only opened few days ago and we were not given extra time for the add/drop period. Pathetic. Am hoping for a better system in the future.

Monday, August 10, 2009

Real Me

I took a personality test on Quiz Box and this is what it said about the Real Me.

  1. You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
  2. You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.
  3. You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.
  4. Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
  5. Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

I actually found it kinda true. Just like what people around me used to tell me. :D

Saturday, August 8, 2009

My kind of BOY

Tagged by : Daphnee

Now, here's what you're supposed to do, and please do not spoil the fun. Copy and paste this into your notes, delete my answers, type in your answers and tag 20 of your friends here in facebook to answer this. Then see what happens.

if you a guy- post this as my kind of girl..
if your a girl- post it as my kind of boy..

1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?
~ moderate should be fine. im not good looking after all, cant expect more.

2. Smart?
~ smart but able to use it wisely

3. Preferred age?
~ same age or only 2 years older

4. Preferred height?
~ taller than me, even when I wear 4 inches heels

6. How about piercings?
~ no

7. Accepts you for who you are?
~ can consider if lil part of me is unacceptable

8. Pink hair?
~ never

9. Mushy or no?
~ just a lil will be fine

10. Thin or fat?
~ not too thin or fat. fit will be nice. but if I am to choose, i prefer thin over fat.

11. Black, Brown or White (skin color)?
~ anything will do. not too dark or too fair.

12. Long hair or short hair?
~ short

13. Plastic or metal?
~ doesn't make sense

14. Smells good?
~ of course, it's an attraction

15. Smoker?
~ never

16. Drinker?
~ can drink, but not alcoholic

17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?
~ friendly is good, but don't go too far

18. Muscular?
~ fit is just find. not into bulky guys

19. Plays piano?
~ an advantage

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
~ acoustic

21. Plays violin?
~ an advantage

22. Sings very good?
~ as long as I know what he's singing will be fine

23. Vain?
~ no

24. With glasses?
~ wouldn't mind

25. With braces?
~ wouldn't mind

26. Shy type?
~ depends

27. Rebel or good boy/girl?
~ both. it depends, but more to good boy

28. Active or passive?
~ active

29. Tight or bomb?
~ doesn't make sense

30. Singer or dancer?
~ a lil of both

31. stunner?
~ no

32. Hiphop?
~ no

33. Earrings?
~ stud only

34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends-until-you-drop?
~ find him another girl

35. Dimples?
~ cutie!

36. Bookworm?
~ just a lil

37. Mr/Ms. love letter?
~ romantic!

38. Playful?
~ not so will be better

39. Flirt?
~ only with me

40. Poem writer?
~ an advantage

41. Serious?
~ serious in relationship

42. Campus crush?
~ wouldn't mind

43. Painter?
~ an advantage

44. Religious?
~ yes, moderately

45. Someone who likes to tease people?
~ ok, but no sarcasm pls

46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?

47. Speaks 20 languages?
~ an advantage

48. Loyal or faithful?
~ both is a must

49. good kisser
~ an advantage

50. loves children??
~ an advantage

I tag : whoever thinks he/she needs to tell what kinda girl/boy he/she prefers. XD

The randomness in Life

Warning : the earlier part of this post is not suitable for
the weak hearted and those with high imaginations

Me, Clare, Sook Harn, Wan Lin and Segri went to
the lake at V6 after dinner at Tronoh with the guys.
Mich prefered to stay in the room, and Bel went out with Jeremy.
We sat at the bridge while chit chatting.
Clare and Sook Harn were busy taking photos randomly.
All of a sudden she caught something on her camera.
Me and Sook Harn looked at each other.
Clare quickly announced "Let's go".
Wan Lin and Segri didn't know a thing.
They must be wondering why we walked away so fast
and were so anxious to get back.
In the car, then Clare showed them the photo.

This was the image with was taken randomly on her camera.

This is the actual view that we see in front of us.

We thought maybe it was Clare's finger blocking the camera.
So she took a picture of her finger, moving.
And it totally looked different from the previous.

Since young age, we were taught to care for each other.
Not only care for human beings but to all living things and non living things.
But perhaps now it's reaching the end of the world,
things had changed. Caring now means suffering.
When we care, people take advantage of us.
When we care for others, we get tortured ourselves.
So is it time to realize that the society today need not to care
about each other but it's time to be selfish?
There was this time back when people question me
why am I so kind and never get angry.
That was the time when I always get bullied,
asked to do stuffs and I always say "yes".
But when I tried to fight back,
I was labelled as selfish, rebellious and unhelpful.
It's a hypocrite society, and there's nothing we can do about it.
Be there or not, we're still going to suffer that way or the other.
God has his plan for everyone.
When humans try to go against His plans, things happen.
It's easier to understand when you're in the situation.

I chatted with l.o.v.e last night.
He tried to converse with me in mandarin.
It was so hillarious that I laughed till I teared. lol

So silly when I said "lan duo" (lazy), to bathe and he replied "tui" (yes).
He said he reply "tui" to everything he don't understand.
So I said "chi shi" (eat shit), hoping that he'll reply "tui".
And he thought I said "chi sin" (crazy in cantonese).
Lol. He totally mixed up Mandarin, Cantonese and Hokkien.