Friday, January 30, 2009

Maggots in My Bag!

I'm serious bout the title of this post, but sorry cause it didn't actually happened. I just woke up from an hour nap. Woke up as early as 8am (yea, that's super early to me) this morning and went for lectures till 1pm. Was a little blurry during lectures cause I am *obviously* sleepy. Went for my so-called lunch with him. I took just a few spoons of rice, cause the food/lauk were Came back straight to my hostel after lunch. Got annoyed with my whole basket of laundry (such an unhealthy sight). Put down my red bag and sort my clothes. Sent some to the washing machine, they increased the price by Christ sake I just wanna get my laundry done. Dumped everything in including my bed sheet and blanket and wash the remaining clothes by hand.

Done with laundry, I got ready for bed. Terribly tennis, squash, walk around the lake at V6 and walk to dinner at V5 yesterday..all I can say is I'm totally worn off and seriously need a nap. So there I was picking up my PS I love U novel and went through 2 chapters before I can barely open my eyes anymore. Zzzz...

Here comes the maggots!! Guess what I dreamt of? Yea, smart guess..maggots in my According to what I can still remember, I was on vacation to my Grandma's long house. Suddenly when I place my bag on the chair, I saw some maggots dropping on the floor from the side pockets of my bag. The weird thing is, it is the same red bag I'm having in reality but it got an addition of 2 side All my bags are without side pockets!! And guess how I killed the maggots? I soaked the whole bag in a pail of soap water. *FYI, I never did that in reality~cause I don't get maggots in my bag* So that's the story of the maggots...

Back to eating my bread with strawberry jam..
And continue blog hopping.. X)
*'09 1st CSS meeting tonight!*

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Consider cars??

I want a car..I mean I NEED a car. I know it's a large present, which someone may not even consider giving me, but walking on foot even around the Uni is just too pathetic..Or at least, give my a scooter just to move around in Uni. I was just starting to gain weight ~ seriously I am, can't button 2 of my shorts already) over the Chinese New Year holidays, and now, I have to start walking again everyday under the sun for quite a long distance to lectures, which for sure will burn away all my already-too-less fat. And I seriously want to get rid of the uneven tone of my skin due to uneven exposure to the sun. I am doing this for my roomy's sake too, WE NEED cars! People having good driving skills like us should not have our skills hidden by having NO car, at all. Considering just going out for lunch or dinner when all the cafes are closed, or the over expenses of renting a car plus fuel...don't you think we seriously NEED cars?? Or maybe just a scooter to move around in Uni. Sometimes we accidentally wake up late for lectures you know..and that's when walking doesn't sounds so cool. I can't stand every time how my dinner is used up by the time I reach my room after dinner either, especially when we want to try some better delicacies at V5 compared to V2. Mum, Dad, Aunty, Uncle... Please consider your one & only daughters.. XD

p/s :
Wanna thanks him for ordering the "P.S. I love U" novel online. Never thought he'll do that for me (I never even order a book for myself online). I had been looking for the novel all around Kuching during the sem break but it was sold out. Sadly the novel reached his house just when we reached LCCT. So his Mum had to post it over here again. Pity the novel, kept traveling. Today, it just reached our Uni. Gonna get it from him tonight. Thanks for everything baby. Heart you loads...♥

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

1st day of CNY

It is the ending of 1st day of Chinese New Year,
and the beginning of the 2nd day of Chinese New Year..
Guess what I did??
Woke up around 3pm...
Got myself online, washed my clothes..
Took dinner with Segri around 7.30pm..
At 9.30pm, went to the sports complex with him..
Played tennis in the squash court..
(I know it was weird but we had fun~at least it was closed up)
Had weird feeling and stares for being the only girl in whole bunch of guys..
I mean whole complex full of guys and I was the only girl..
Luckily he was there...
After our silly play of tennis at the squash court...
Went star gaze at our usual spot..
Total peacefulness, fresh air, feel of nature surrounded us..
The sky was quite clear, managed to had a nice view..
Chit chatted for a while, played kids game...
Tought him cha-cha basics ~ realized he's a fast learner..
Then I suggested we jog around the field..
We seriously did..
Trust me, the field is large but I was not tired..
Don't ask me why (maybe he was beside me)..
We jogged and marathon run around the whole field..
Came back to the spot, and chatted again..
It was around 1.30am,
we got up and walked back to our respective hostels..
Again, thanks for taking away my loneliness..
And missing the movie you wanted to watch for sports with me..
But I'm hungry...
Why didn't ask Lolo to ta pau for me too....
(I know you are eating happily now..XP)Align Right

Monday, January 26, 2009

Jessica Alba in Iban Costume

I never knew this movie existed until I log on to the Dayak World 's website..
Maybe because there are some 18sx scenes in the movie, it was banned in Malaysia..
But Jessica Alba seriously looks sweet in the Iban's traditional costume..
She is so well tanned and suits the character..

I searched it in the internet : movie called

"The Sleeping Dictionary"

This is the video for Part 1 from YouTube..
All together there are 11 parts..

p/s : For those who are still under 18, please don't watch.. XD

Most Unexpected New Year

Yesterday was Chinese New Year eve..
Today is the 1st day of Chinese New Year..

Yesterday, I went down to Ipoh town with him again..
Was supposed to have an additional of his roomy,
but sadly he was kinda addicted to his computer games..
We intended to attend the 5pm sunset mass at St.Michael's Chapel..
However, the mass was canceled without our acknowledgment,
and was changed to Chinese New Year mass at 10.30pm..
We were having doubts whether we should just take dinner and skip this week's mass..
But I thought it would be a waste driving all the way to Ipoh just for dinner..
So he suggested we catch a movie while waiting for the mass to start..
As a result, we unexpectedly went for a movie at Ipoh Parade ~ Inkheart..
Had some trouble looking for parking at Ipoh Parade,
my driving skills proven to be upgraded.. *winks*

The movie ended around 8.40pm..
Then we decided to take our dinner..
We tried Marybrown (yea, it's the 1st time in Ipoh)..
After dinner, went back to St.Michael's Chapel..
It was already super packed went we reached..
Went in the church but did not suspected anything..
Until....the hymn sang in Chinese...
Both of us were kinda shocked,
since in the notice it was not written that the mass will be in Chinese..
It was my 1st time attending Chinese language mass..
I felt so sorry for him cause he did not understand much..
Suggested to him that we go off earlier but he did not want to..
Really thank him a lot for bearing with everything..
We (and all the brothers & sisters that went) got ang pau and mandarin orange..

The mass ended exactly at 12am (New Year)..
Again, unexpectedly we had spent our Chinese New Year at the church,
(cause we did not intend to attend the Chinese New Year mass at 1st)..
And hands in hands in the car..
On our way back to our Uni, we watched fire works around..

Everything was unexpected..
The movie, the dinner, the Chinese New Year mass, the fire works..
But still, it was our 1st Chinese New Year together..
And it was one of the best moments spent in my life...

Thank you for everything...

Sunday, January 25, 2009

Happy Chinese New Year! myspace graphic comments

To all my friends and family members,
Happy Chinese New Year...
I'm sorry I can't get to greet each and everyone of you in person..
Cause there's too many of you.. XP
And some of you are too far away...
Here's the only greeting I can give from my personal blog..
Wishing you a prosperous New Year!!

Saturday, January 24, 2009




Thursday, January 22, 2009

Piggies New Look XD

When down to Ipoh town after my lecture ended around 1pm..
He rented a car around 12pm,
since his lecture ended at 11am..
1st, we went to check out a saloon at Tesco..
But it was super crowded,
perhaps because Chinese New Year is near..
So I ended up buying only a shoe rack..
2nd, we went to Jusco...
Found only 1 saloon,
price for hair rebonding cost RM175-300..
Of course using high quality chemicals..
No so worth for students like us, no self owned money.. XP
So we moved on..
We bought double cheese burgers for lunch..
Then drove around the shop lots looking for a saloon..
Ended up at the middle of no where,
I don't know what is that place called..
So he had his hair cut and I had my hair rebond..
If any of you saw both of us already,
then you should have seen.. XP
Since my rebond took a longer time,
he went to Ipoh Parade 1st to buy a headphone for a friend..
After I was done,
we went to Ipoh Parade again for dinner..
And for the 1st time ~ for both of us,
we took the photo sticker thingy...
We were 1st timers,
so it was quite silly since we don't know how to operate the thing.. XD
Spoilt 3 or 4 pictures with only one of our head appeared on the screen shot..
We took turns driving to and fro..
By the time we were on our way back to Uni,
it was already dark..
And it rained quite heavily..
Reached Uni around 9pm...
Bid goodbye..

p/s : Piggy butt, I know it was a silly game of mine to choose hair style for another..
But in the end, we ended up choosing ourselves.. I am sorry yea..
But I knew we were both excited about how we will turn out to be like..
Sorry if I sorta forced you into it..
I still love u loads though..

This is my new hair cut..
Non-edited pic and I was in pajamas..
Sorry, no his pic..
Meet him in person if you wana see his new hair cut..
Muackss baby!! :P

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Set free!

I had spent the last 1 hour in the bathroom..
Taking my shower while had some thoughts flowing in my mind..
On second thought, I was not sure whether I really did changed..
I planned to change part of my life this semester..
I do not mean to be set free from parental control,
set free from hectic life or a closed up room..
I want to be set free fro myself, getting out of my comfort zone..

I found myself different at times..
Like my baby...
Maybe because we are mix~as in having parents of different races..
Perhaps that is the fact why we mix well with different races...
People actually get confused whether I am a Chinese or non Chinese..
Since I do mix well with any, I go around with any..
I can also talk any of the languages okay-ly..
It was due to the fact of humans thinking,
that Chinese mixes with Chinese,
Malay mixes with Malay,
Indian mixes with Indian,
Bumi mixes with Bumi that confuses many..
Having the fact that I can mix with any..
I am not trying to be racist~think about it, look around you..
It is a FACT..

When I registered for my English tutorial..
Having thoughts that I maybe the only girl in the class..
Or the only Chinese~I bet most of you will think so too if you were me..
But then...
I was doing loads of thinking,
and I decided to move out of my comfort zone..
Setting myself free from any racial issues,
which had frozen many minds making them staying in their comfort zones..
I still fear a little, but I am taking up the challenge..
Would it be the only girl, or the only Chinese..
Let it be~the most is I will be the most outstanding one..
Or the least outstanding one...

I also plan to try every sports I can get my hands on to..
Or my body on to..
The 1st day I reached my Uni,
for the very 1st time in my life I held a squash racquet..
And played squash like I did played before..
Last semester, the times were countable..
Played 2-3 times volleyball early of the semester..
1 time basketball and swam 1 time during the semester break...
That was all I had for sports..
The 6 weeks end of semester holidays,
I did nothing except sleeping, surfing the net, movies and eating..
I am getting sick of all of these,
I felt sick without sports..
So here I am having the athletic spirit..
Perhaps the 1st time in my life having this kinda feeling..

This is the 2nd day since lectures started..
Good news is, I had been taking my lunch and dinner outside..
No more asking my dear roomy to "ta pao"..
Or lazily taking Maggie mee in my room..
My room is the best comfort zone I have in Uni..
Especially my bed..
Now I have to force myself out~climb out of my comfort zone..
It maybe difficult at 1st, but again I have to challenge myself..
This semester is a tough semester..
Not only the seniors, the lecturers said so too..
Nothing will be the same..
Well, except staying in the same room..
*the silly feeling of packing & unpacking in the same room*

Perhaps I had been a little bit more mature..
Perhaps I do not mind much about what I will do in the future..
But only what I do now~whether it will affects the future..
Like what our English lecturer told us,
conformity, or "joining the band wagon" ~
is causing Malaysian education system to fail/be ineffective...
However, it is sill human nature..
Just like animals nature to stay in their own flocks of same species..
Trying to break the nature for animals may causes harm between animals,
but maybe not to humans..
Except if you consider yourself the innocent deer and others the fierce tigers..
In Uni life, the only thing gets harm by breaking the nature of conformity..
Maybe our CGPA...
Namely marks credited on cooperations and team works..
Or in other works, UNITY...
Among locals, internationals and different races..

p/s : some people don't know I am mix..
or at times they forgotten when they talk bad bout other races in front of me..
*they got too excited and forgotten I was there*
Like being sarcastic on Bumi when I am with Chinese,
and being sarcastic about Chinese when I am with non Chinese..
I does felt weird at 1st but then I got used..
I can't be supporting any either..
So be aware when I am near you.. XD

My name is Maylin & I'm bored

Taken from friendster..I was too bored...
Whoever feels bored can do it too.. XD


What's a fact about the last perso​n who texted you?
->my piggy butt

Where is the person you miss most?
->in lecture at lecture hall

Whats your current problem?
->labs & tutorials registration

Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily?
->I don't

Could you go a day witho​ut eating?

Who was the last person to smoke a cigarette in your presence?
->a guy in car next to my car when I was in Kch

Is there a high chance of you going out to the movies soon?
->CNY hols maybe

What sport do you enjoy watching?
->water sports, squash, tennis

Has anyone ever told you they are in love with you?

Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
->of course, I don't even smoke

Wheres the last place you went?
->the pantry, washed my dishes

Last thing you ate?
->nasi goreng cina+telur mata

Last game you played?
->forgotten, was it cards game??
Who was the last person you were in a car with?
->clare,sook harn,huei ming,segri & wan lin

Do you think a lot of people think bad things about you?
->maybe, who knows

What were you doing at midnight last night?

When was the last time you saw your father?
->at the airport before I depart, miss him

Do you fight with your parents often?
->never on physical, seldom argue too

How many texts are in your inbox?

Are you excited for anything?
->me & piggy butt getting our hair done later

What do you miss at the moment?

Do you have a bestfriend?
->not "a", got loads equally great

What's the greatest thing that you did today?
->nothing, yet

How many TRUE friends do you have that you can tell anything to?
->can't really number them, so many from high scol & uni
Most of them are trust able

What would you change about your life right now?
->nothing, loving it

When was the last time you had your hair cut?
->way back last year in KL

When were you last outside?
->yesterday's dinner

Are you wearing shorts?

Does your head hurt?
->yea, a lil after playing squash & carrying luggages on Sunday

Are you happy right now?
->yup, only annoyed with the registration

Do you wish someone was with you right now?
->not really, I wana be alone at this moment

Is someone on your mind right now?

Do you need to say anything to someone?
->I can't wait to see you

When was the last time you were extremely disappointed?
->yesterday, bout the English tutorial

Do you have your eye on anyone?
->as in? I don't stare at people XD

Are you happy with your life at the moment?

What was something you disliked about your day?
->today, nothing I guess. Maybe spending too much money

What was the last thing you drank?
->plain water

How did you get to sleep last night?
->I was so sleepy, I laid down then slept straight

Did you go outside for more than 30 minutes today?
->not yet, soon

How's your hair looking?
->just-woke-up look

Anyone you would like to get things straight with?

Ever kissed in the rain?
->nope, Mummy said not good to walk in the rain marh

Do you think the drinking age should be lowered?
->I don't care if it is high or low cause I don't drink

Last thing that touched your lips?
->my bottle, cause I was drinking XD

Are you sleepy?
->just woke up

Any idea of what career u want?
->will I be a petroleum engineer??

Are you okay with abortion?

Happier on your own or with someone?
->I okay with both, but currently with someone

Is cheating ever okay?
->no longer

Would you be the "other person", as in help someone cheat?

Can you whistle?

Anything hurting you now?
->my nose, flu

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

What about it??

Since yesterday,
we had been doing our labs and tutorials registration online..
Did English lab & chemistry lab registration yesterday..
Unfortunately there was a clash in schedule for physics lab..
Luckily the administrator opened a new session for the PE students,
who mostly clashed their lab sessions like us...
Last minute news came around 7pm yesterday ~
that we can register for e maths already..
Everyone wanted to register early,
the network got super lagged..
At the end we left out one of the gang member..
Cause by the time he signed in, the group was already full...
Others clashed, so he did not signed in...
Sudden news came again today..
English tutorials' registration opened earlier..
I was the 1st to register for my group..
Called up my friends...
That time the line was already super lagged..
Since everyone knew that it was opened earlier...
By the time my friends logged in,
the group was already full..
Just in that few minutes,
the amount of spaces available dropped from 27 to 0..
Meaning, I am now left alone...
With don't know what to expect from my tutorial group...
And I hate the time!
Can I request to change to 5-7pm (is there any spaces still available)..??
I guess I was excited that it opened early,
just registered as fast as I can without thinking the correct day & time..
And during the peak of all, my mobile phone went dead...
Dead as in I need to charge it for quite sometime before I can switch it on...
Hopefully I will not be the roses among the thorns..
It would be damn scary if it really is...
4 hours per week..
And the rose need to work with all the thorns for drama & literature presentation...
*I am not saying I am a rose, just as simile*
I am starting to get a bad feeling bout my English tutorial...
God, help me...

Monday, January 19, 2009

Till we meet again..

This post is dedicated to someone special..
All the time I felt we are so near yet so far...
Well....we are not the typical couple
who gets obsession to meet each other everyday..
We are not course mates, neither we are village mates..
We don't hang out with the same groups of friends..
After 6 weeks apart..
the feelings just grew stronger..
The long holiday was our challenge..
And now back to Uni..
It is another great challenge..
Though we meet only once a week..or twice...
Or maybe once in a fortnight if we are busy with our exams..
At least we know there is someone there
who will always make us feel like we own the world,
who will do anything to make one another happy..

To that special one..
I miss stars gazing with you..
Wish that we can star gaze again when we are free..
Heart you loads..

Saturday, January 17, 2009

1st post of 09 from Uni

Currently blogging from my room for this whole semester..
Which is also my old room in Village 2..
Tiring journey..
Woke up around 7am..
Took bath, got ready..
Then Dad drove me to the airport at 8am..
Met some friends of the same flight..
Around 7 of us..
Me, Bella, Mark, Awang, Azwan, Abang and Javier..
Mostly guys, only 2 girls..
What can I say..I'm not stereotyping,
but I guess it is known that engineering courses are mostly taken by guys..
Landed at LCCT around 10.50am..
10 minutes earlier then scheduled..
3 of my friends went off earlier with the 12pm bus..
Leaving me alone waiting for piggy butt..
Piggy butt arrived 15 minutes later than schedule..
Their flight got delayed..
Actual arrival was around 12.15pm..
Took light lunch together with the group of guys from his flight..
And some from dunnoe-which-flight-just-met-somewhere..
Namely Aaron, Mevin, Afif and Abu..
Another friend of ours, Ranie using another flight arrived just in time..
She arrived around 1.30pm..
So just in time for us to take the 2pm bus..
The journey to Medan Gopeng, Ipoh felt a little longer than usual..
Perhaps due to a car accident which happened on the way,
which caused quite a massive traffic jam..
But we managed to watch the whole movie of "IP Man" on the bus..
I didn't managed to sleep, no idea why..
Maybe the feeling of how lucky and loved I am,
when he kissed me on my forehead whenever I put my head on his shoulder..
which makes me a little over excited the whole journey.. *winks!*
Back to the journey..
We took taxi, 4 of us..
Me, Ranie, Piggy butt and Aaron..
Reached Uni around 6.30 to 7pm...
Super tired and was raining to heavily..
Wan Lin drove me & some other guys for dinner at Village 5..
Came back to the room after that and felt so miserable..
I had nothing since the common room and Block O are locked..
All I had was my luggage I brought here..
Took Sook Harn to become my partner in crime..
We climbed through the common room's window to take our stuffs..
Super heavy books made us half dead carrying them up to the 3rd floor..
But what I left there was only unimportant stuffs..
Like books, files and hangers..
What I really need are all in Block O..
So I seriously need to wait another day..
I took a bathe without soap..
I am not being unhygienic,
what else can I do when I was sweaty all over,
and all I have is tooth brush and tooth paste??
Use tooth paste as shower foam?? *sighs..*
So that's it..
I am still currently borrowing Sook Harn's bed sheet..
Can't afford to lie on the bed without it..
Despite I was the last one who used it,
but it's still not my own bed~like the one I had at home..
My roomy, Clare dear is just back... XD
Starting to get crazy again..
Laughing hysterically again..
Back to Uni live!

Friday, January 16, 2009

Tagged by Edison


001. Real name:

002. Nicknames:


003. Married:

004. Zodiac sign:


005. Male or female:

006. Age:

007. High school:
smk datuk patinggi haji abdul gapor

008. College:
no..uni (pre-u at petronas uni of tech)

009. Residence:

somewhere stampin,kch area

010. Hair color:

011. Long or short hair:


012. Smoke:

013. Drink:

tried but not a drinker

014. Available:

015. Are you a health freak:

not so

016. Weight :


017. Do you have a crush?:

in love

018. Do you like yourself:


019. Piercings:

020. Tattoos:

021. Righty or lefty:



022. First surgery:


023: First piercing:


024. First best friend/s:
forgotten, too many friends

025. First award:

malay essay writing comp in primary5/6

026. First memory:
forgotten, too young

027. First pet:


028. First vacation:


029. First concert:
planet shakers

030. First crush:
10 or 11 years old


031. Last time you went out:

last nite, family dinner

032. Last time you had a good time:

shopping craz yesterday

033. Last time you cried:
forgotten, quite sometime ago

034. Last award:

SPM excellence by S'wak Teachers' Union

035. Last trip abroad:
if u mean by flight, KL

036. Last concert:
1st & last, planet shakers

037. Last album you bought:

Cha-cha medley

038. Last song you played:
fall 4 u-secondhand serenade (tried to but unsuccessful)

039. Last phone call:

Jessica, bout today's dinner

040. Last laugh:
yesterday, brothers silly & cold jokes


041. Summer or winter:


042. Rainy or sunny:

043. Britney or Christina:

044. TV or YouTube:


045. Oprah or Tyra:


046. McD’s or KFC:


047. Soccer or tennis:

048. New york or San Francisco:

New York


049. Eating:

050. Drinking:
hot milo

051. Wearing:
shirt & shorts

052. Im about to:
go bathe

053. Listening to:


054. Food:

jelly/pudding/baby food

055. Drinks:

soya bean/green tea/chrysanthemum tea

056. Colors:

whilte/red-striking ones

057. Numbers:


058. Want kids:

maybe, depends

059. Want to get married:

060. Life:

non-hectic & non-stressful

061. Goals:
earn lots of money
easily & live happily

062. Where will you live:
where ever God sends me

063. Buy a house:

064. Buy a car:
of course!


066. Love your mom?:

067. Love your dad?:


068. Are they still together?:


068. Lips or eyes:


069. Hugs or kisses:


070. Shorter or Taller:


071. Lean or plump:

072. Romantic or spontaneous:


073 . Nice stomach or nice arms:


074 . Sensitive or loud:
lil of both, not too much on one

075 . Hook-ups or relationships:

long lasting relationships


076. Bungee-jumped:
want to one day

077. Shook hands with someone important:


078. Kissed a stranger:

079. Drank bubbles:

080. Lost glasses/contacts:
I don't wear any of those

081. Ran away from home:
wanted to

082. Liked someone younger:


083. Older:

084. Broken someone’s heart:

085. Been arrested:


086. Turned someone down:

087. Cried when someone died:

nope, cause no one died

088. Liked a friend:
I like all my friends


089. Yourself:


090. Miracles:


091. Love at first sight:
not so

092. Heaven:


093. Santa clause:


094. Sex on the first date:

095. the more you hate, the more you love:


096. Angels:



097. Is there one person you want to be with you right now?:

098. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at a time?:
last time..sorry I
was a player

099. Do you believe in God?:


100. Will you tag 10 people to continue this game:
no~who ever wana do just do ot

Thursday, January 15, 2009

Tiring make over

As you can see..
I chosen a bright template..
I got tired of the dark ones..
It felt like something squeezing my mind whenever I look at it lately..
So here's the new look..
Changed the title too..
Need something fresh and more suitable with the theme..
Changed my counter hits back to the very 1st one when I started blogging..
Put up a welcome note..
Nothing much changed..
Same song, same chat box, same feed, same twitter..
The links are all not up yet..
Counted all my links..
Around 100+ of them..
Need some rest after the tiring make over..
Will do the links some other time..
To my blogger buddies,
sorry if I don't visit your blog lately...
Cause I have not put up the links/blog roll...
Time for lunch...

p/s : now I feel more relax looking at my blog.. XD

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Make Over!

My Bloggie Will Be
Having A Make Over... :)

I got tired with my old template..
So decided to change it..
Wanted something bright,
but I am lazy to change the colour of my old posts..
This template may be temporary..
Still looking for something more suitable..
We'll see what happens next..
Now~to bed... Zzzz...

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Soon...too soon..

Today is already the 13th of January..
4 more days till I get back to Uni..
Time flies..
There was this moment when I felt half hearted to leave my room abck in Uni..
And now there is this moment when I felt half hearted leaving home..
I am wondering...
Whether I am going to feel like this every semester I come back..
Or is it just this 1st time I am having my semester holiday...
Soon, hectic life will start again..
Keeping tracks and thoughts mainly on studies..
Hopefully I will survive all through the 5 years...

Did some shopping today..
Bought a shirt and a pair of jeans..
Toothpaste and a small tube of St.Ives lotion..
Shopped whole day but those are all I bought.. =.=
Going out again tomorrow..
Plan to buy a pair of shorts, pair of sandals, flats and boots..
Needing shampoo, cardigan and random stuffs..
Planned only though..
Not sure whether I can buy all in time...

Tiring days ahead..
Going to do more shoppings and outings..
Waiting for my Swinburne friends to finish their Summer Sem finals..
Ending tomorrow..
Gambate all of you dears!! XD
Planning for a dinner or outing together on Thursday or Friday..
With my fellow friends in Form6 and Swinburne..
Gonna be away soon ~ again..
Will be missing our moments spent...

waiting for a reunion with my fellow friends..
But I am going to miss home..
Going to miss my comfy bed..
Don't you think the holiday is over a lil bit too soon..?

p/s : even though I was bored (almost to death) during the hols..
I still prefer being dead bored at home than dead studying back in Uni..

Saturday, January 10, 2009

Miss U

I just miss you so much...
It had been raining non stop...
I caught flu and had been in bed all day..
All I can do was to think of you..
How much I am missing you...

Friday, January 9, 2009

Result's Out!

At last..
After a very long wait our results are out!
Got what I aimed..
I really want to Praise God,
once again He had shown me His power..
And how much He can always help me through my difficult moments..
He even gave me the exact result I had aimed for..
Even though it is just cukup makan..
Some of you may had known,
I was not feeling well during my finals..
Had exam fever again just like during SPM examination..
Brought packets of tissues into the exam hall..
But He was there for me all the time..
Even though my result is just satisfactory,
with the condition I was facing,
I did not expect much..
Love God..
Love everyone who help me through my difficulties..
Especially to someone who accompanied me to the clinic during study week..
Congrats him for his really excellent result..
And to everyone who did well too.. :)

p/s : I still hate Engineering Maths & Chemistry!!

Thursday, January 8, 2009

See My Evolutions! (tagged by LoLo)

LoLo, Cheryl's right..
10 mana cukup...Heheh..
I need more to show how much I changed..
And at the same time flash back my memories...
Look at the 15th pic and the last one..
Seemed like I did some kinda "plasic surgery"...
Tsk tsk tsk...

1. Choose 5 pictures of yourself from when you were young until now.

2. Describe the pictures.

3. Tag at least 5 friends to do the tag:

Amy Goh
Joshua Leong
Jong Siu Mei
Joycelyn Chin

1. Year 1990-When I was only few months old and could barely walk...
but I was a good crawler..

I was a baby, so it doesn't matter I was naked..haha.. XD

2. Owh..I was so cute..tsk Mum even did my hair spiky..
I was a "punk" baby... lol

3. See...told u I was a good crawler..
I was almost 1 year old that time I guess..

4. Year 1991-1 year old at last! I got my own cake..
I think I celebrated my 1st birthday at my grandma's house in Sarikei..
(own interpretation according to the tiles..XD)

5. Year 1992- I was celebrating my 2nd birthday!
And I wore a sexy dress... Hehe..

I didn't know I like Snoopy back then.. XP

6. I love my hair style..seemed so cool..Haha..
Owh...the cake must be delicious, cause I dirtied my whole face..
Luckily Mummy thought me how to use tissue since I was young.. XD

7. Year 1993 - Lying down beside my few months old brother..
He was born in July 1992.

Both of us don't seemed to like taking picture together..
My bro : "I don't want! I don't want!" XP

8. Year 1994 - I was 4 years old, eating my birthday cake..
And I had tissue! Lesson learned from 2nd birthday.. Hehe..

9. Year 1995 - I was 5 years old, my bro was 3 years old..
We were celebrating his birthday.. See how cute we were.. Tsk tsk..

10. Same year (1995).. Just randomly taking pictures..
We looked so innocent back then...

11. 1996-I was 6 years old, my brother was 4..
Doing the "lala" pose at Wisma Saberkas..

12. OMG! Look at me..the "afro" hair style..
Hahaha..and those super large slippers..

My 2nd bro was bare footed..
and my youngest bro's diapers were dropping..

Btw, we were playing a newly bought remote control car that time..

13. The "lala" pose youngest bro trying to be tall..
Now he is the tallest in the family...Argh!! I'm short now...

14. 1996-I performed a dance during Kindergarden days..
Picture taken just before I went..
My youngest bro had his milk bottle with him.. XD

15. OMG, this is the scariest picture ever..
On 2nd thought,
I thought that the teacher hate me so much that she Photoshop my picture..
But, well..that's me when I was 6 years old..
when I graduated Kindergarden.. XP

16. 1999-I was 9 years old, celebrating my brothers 7th birthday..
Cute "ladder" pose.. Hehe..

17. 2002-The whole family went to Sibu..
Kinda miss my short kinda suits my small face.. :)

18. 2003-When I was 13 years old, my hair grew long already..
It doesn't looked long, nor short..the most annoying hairstyle.. XP
Pic taken at Hui Sing Garden..

19. 2007- when I had long hair..With one of my besties, Ms. Adeline..
Taken before our foot drill training, she was our commander..

20. (2007) On prefect duty with my friend, Ms. Cindy..
We were in the Stage Protocol, our job was to carry the prizes on trays..
So before the prize giving ceremony, we cam whored a bit.. XD

21. (2007) In the same year,
I changed my hair style from very long to very short..

With one of my senior, Ms. Yun Shen during Interact Club Installation Night..
Do we look alike??

22. 2007- Taken during my 17th birthday..
My short hair started to grow long..

23. (2008) Taken at my work place..
Was doing some paper work with my colleague,
then cam whore cause we were
lazy bored..

24. (2008) I had my hair permed for the 1st time..
But it lasted only 1 month plus cause I was lazy doing the maintaining works..
It's too troublesome..
I had this hair style when I went to Educamp though.. :)

25. (2008) I quit my job and spent time with
my cousins almost 1 whole month of June..

Pic taken at someones' (I forgotten who) wedding,
that's why all the Kebaya thing..

26. Latest me..taken in my room before I left UTP..
only few weeks past, hasn't changed much, only my hair grew longer..
Tsk tsk..

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

2008 Round Ups

It's already 7th of January 20o9,
and I'm just about to do my round up of events in 2008..

Got employed as a promoter at tHe Spring, Kuching. It was the 3rd employment for me. I 1st worked as a sales assistant after I finished my PMR examination. Since tHe Spring only started operating the 2nd week of January, I worked as a helper at a Bakery 1st for a week.. I was the "2nd batch" working there, before me were 2 so-called seniors who are 2 years older den me. After 1 month, they went so I had to take control of everything. I became the "lil boss" there.. Managed to work for 5 months I think, hardly remember cause I wanted to quit so many times but was stopped by the boss cause the business relied on me a lot (considering myself the most senior and doing all the paper works that time) =.=

Did well in my SPM examination. Did not expect to get 9A1 and 1A2 (stupiak Biology). For those who knew the situation I was in when I sat for the whole week of SPM examination would know how blessed I am to get such results. I was physically and mentally declared "almost dead" the whole week of SPM. Since Biology was one of the last paper, and the paper I sat for before I threw up in that's why.. I was almost late for Additional Mathematics paper cause I could not get out of bed. That was the day my dad said he would throw all my books away, and asked me whether I can postpone my exam. I didn't want to.. I crawled out of bed, almost fainted before reaching the car, but ended up in the exam room. My uncle said I was very determined, my dad said I was crazy. That's why he is worried everytime I am having exams, even now.. Would had striked 10A1. But no regrets, thanks God for being with me through my difficult times.

Application for Petronas Scholarship approved. I'm not sure what is my ambition, until today..most of the time, I just strike for what is ahead of me.. Initially wanted to enter Tunku Abdul Rahman College, but a month or 2 before lectures emerged..I was offered to enter Labuan Matriculation College, and 1 night before my flight to Labuan...I was offered Petronas Scholarship. I did not bother much, I let my parents help me make my decision. So I ended up sleeping so well, but my parents stayed up all night discussing where to send me. Final decision was made to send me off to Petronas University of Technology, Perak.

1st time I stepped in Petronas University of Technology, I was excited. At last I entered university. But one thing that annoyed me is my XL luggage. I need my bro to carry them for me.. Orientation week was okay, but at the beginning I was so inactive..I guess I was still not used mixing around people.. But after few days it got okay. Sadly, my roomy was sick.. Ended my 1st semester at Petronas University of Technology. Was a little stressful but the efforts are worth-a-while. The 1st time in my life I am away from my family for more than a month (I was away a month when I went back to my village about 2 years ago). Not only I learned new stuffs at Petronas University of Technology, I learned how much my family loves me. For the 1st time my old fashion Dad said good night to me.. XD

In just this 1 semester, I had been to Penang Island twice and Kuala Lumpur thrice..and obviously roaming part of Perak a lot.. Conclusion is, since I was away from home, I had been traveling a lot..and there are more to come.. This will be the chance for me to explore places and to gain extra knowledge, not for my studies but for my life. Traveling had always bring joy to me but of cause I can't do it often since I am still a student and traveling covers a lot of expenses. I am looking forward to go to Thailand or China this year end, have to wait till my brothers finish their PMR and SPM examinations.. =.=

Broke up with a long period bf (A), tied up and broke up with a short period bf (B) and still going strong with one (C).. I know, these sound weird but I need to write them because they are major happenings in year 2008. Before I entered Petronas University of Technology, I was with A..even then our relationship was rocky, I was a player but I never made other guys officially my bf. I broke up with A after my orientation and very soon got tied up with B. Relationship with B was like the worst ever, we argue almost everyday and I cried a was so stressful so I called it off straight after our mid semester break. I stayed friends with both A and B but I did not contact A much since he was far away and got himself a new gf. I later found out B is a playboy and I "evilly" felt lucky I dumped him. Since then I was determined not to be a player anymore. I went single for quite sometime before getting close with C, without knowing one day we got hooked up with one another.. Now it's 2009 and we're still going strong.. Praise God.. :)

And for year 2009, I had not made any resolutions yet..
It's just the beginning and everything seemed to go on smoothly..

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Dear Lolo...

Dear Lolo,

I don't really know how to tell you this, but our romance is over. I think I realized it when I quoted Santa in your camping car and I saw you carve your initials into my avacado plant. I'm sure you're middle-class enough to understand that Santa doesn't exist. I'm returning your ring to you, but I'll keep your suicide note as a memory. You should also know that I never openly mocked to hate the Boston Celtics.

Greetings to your freaky family.


P/S: You are so lifeless, burn yourself Bel.

How you do the Letter Meme:

Dear (the last person who left a comment on your blog).
I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___ . I think I realized it when ___2___ ___3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___.


(your name)
P/S: You are so lifeless, ___13___ (the name of the person who tagged you).

1. What is the colour of your shirt?
Blue - our romance is over
Red - our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - you're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - your nostrils are insulting
Brown - the mafia wants you
No shirt - you're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - that night
February - last year
March - your dwarf bit me
April - I tripped on sesame seeds
May - first of May
June - you put cuffs on me
July - I threw up
August - I saw the shrunken head
September - we skinny dipped
October - I quoted Santa
November - your dog went amok
December - I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - in your apartment
Pizza - in your camping car
Pasta - outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - under the bus
Salad - as you are enchiladas
Chicken - in your closet
Kebab - with Paris Hilton
Fish - in women's clothing
Sandwiches - at the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - at the mental hospital
Hot dog - under a state of trance
None of the above - with George Bush and his wife

4. What is the color of your socks?
Yellow - hit on
Red - insult
Black - ignore
Blue - knock out
Purple - pour syrup on
White - carve your initials into
Grey - pull the clothes off
Brown - put leeches on
Orange - castrate
Pink - pull the toupee off
Barefoot - sit on
Other - drive out

5. What is the color of your underwear?
Black - my best friend
White - my father
Grey - bill Clinton
Brown - my fart balloon
Purple - my mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - my avocado plant
Yellow - my penpal in Ghana
Orange - my Kid Rock collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - my John F. Kennedy statue
Other - the crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - man
O.C. - emotional
One Tree Hill - open
Heroes - frostbitten
Lost - scarred
Simpsons - cowardly
The news - mongolic
American Idol - masochistic
Family Guy - senile
Top Model - middle-class
None of the above - ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - how awful I've felt
Sad - how boring you are
Bored - that Santa doesn't exist
Angry - that your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - that we're cousins
Excited - that there is no solution to this
Nervous - the middle-east
Worried - that your Honda sucks
Apathetic - that I did a sex-change
Ashamed - that I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - that I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - that I'm open
Other - that Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What is the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - your ring
Yellow - your love letters
Red - your Darth Vader
Black - your tame stone
Blue - the couch cushions
Green - the pictures from
LAOrange - your false teeth
Brown - your contact book
Grey - our matching Snoopy-bibs
Purple - your old lottery coupons
Pink - the cut toenails
Other - your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - your photo
C/D - the oil stocks
E/F - your neighbour Martin
G/H - my virginity
I/J - the results of your blood-sample
K/L - your left ear
M/N - your suicide note
O/P - my common sense
Q/R - your mom
S/T - your collection of butterflies
U/V - your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - always will remember
C/D - never will forget
E/F - always wanted to break
G/H - never openly mocked
I/J - always have felt dirty before
K/L - will tell the authorities about
M/N - told in my confession today about
O/P - was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - told my psychiatrist about
S/T - get sick when I think of
U/V - always will try to forget
W/X - am better off without
Y/Z - never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water - our friendship
Beer - senility
Soft drink - a new life as a clone
Soda - the incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - the apartment building
Wine - cocaine abuse
Cider - a passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - to ruin the second world war
Other - to hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family

13. What is your favorite activity when hanging out with mates?
Gathering for drinks - ugly pig
Foosball - silly duck
Shopping - French kisser
Dulging for food - cranky banana
Movies - smelly armpits
Snacks - horny wolf
Snooker - tiny nipples
Bowling - sexy grandmother
Outdoor activities - vain pot
Having a long talk - nose plucker
Taking pictures - dumb bitch
Other - burn yourself

I tag:
Whoever reads this.

P/s 1 : Dear, I never had affair with your roomy.. XD
P/s 2 : Lolo, I don't think your family is freaky... XD